A Handful...of good things!

Product Highlights and February Deals!

2012-02-07T19:04:00.004-05:00

NYR Organic has so many incredible products. Over the last 4 months my family and I have tried numerous products and I have talked to many other ladies who are reaping the benefits from the soaps, cosmetics, balms, lotions, shampoos, deodorants and essential oils that NYR offers. Not only do they feel great on your body, that they are certified organic by the UK's Soil Association - and from the research I've been doing recently that is a big deal to me. Seeing that what my daughters put on their bodies is absorbed within about 20 seconds makes me want to know what's in the products they are putting on their skin. Amazingly, their many skin issues have been resolved since we replaced everything they use with the pretty little blue bottles! =)

Here are some of my favorite products and also a few of the wonderful deals we are offering this month! Here is a link to my website - please take a look at our catalog if you have a moment. NYR Organic is a very ethical company - one of the many reasons I love it! Any questions you have about the ingredients of our products should be available on the site. If you have any specific questions, I'd love to get the answers for you! Please don't hesitate to call or email me!

Favorite Product #1

Beauty Sleep Concentrate - a nighttime serum that supports your skins regeneration, helping to reduce the appearance of fine lines and wrinkles, while the aromatherapy blend enhances a restful night's sleep. One pump (not 3 or 4!) does the trick and I use this every night in place of my moisturizer. It smells wonderful and I really can tell a difference in the appearance of my skin!

Favorite Product #2

Luscious Lip Gloss - this lip gloss nourishes as it glosses! It has an essential fatty-acid rich Organic Beauty Oil and USDA -certified organic Castor Seed Oil with a fabulous flavor of organic sweet orange. I wear this if we are going out on a date or if I working in the yard all day. My lips have stayed smooth through the winter and I love how the gloss smells!

Favorite Product #3

Sage Eye Shadow - NYR Organic carries the ONLY CERTIFIED ORGANIC cosmetics in the world. I love how the eye shadow goes on, stays on and the colors available! (The Truffle is another one of my favorites!)

Favorite Product #4

Calendula and Oat Lotion and Calendula Bar Soap - My daughter, Reagan, has suffered with eczema since she was a baby. We have tried all kinds of creams and lotions - over the counter and prescriptions. Within 2 days...YES...2 DAYS her skin was better than it had been since she was 2 years old! We all use these two products now and through winter weather, running our heater, burning yard debris, playing outside, doing home projects our skin has remained smooth!

Favorite Product #5

Lavender Essential Oil - I love to burn this in the afternoons in the kitchen or drop a few drops in a hot shower. It smells so good and is so soothing!

OK, my list could go on and on. =) I'll give one more favorite!

Favorite Product #6

Rejuvenating Frankincense Collection - Morning and Evening I look forward to my special "treat"! I use the cleanser, toner and moisturizer within the Frankincense Collection. Pretty much every woman I know who uses NYR and is over 25 uses the Frankincense products. They smell wonderful and leave your skin feeling and looking amazing!

Click HERE to see some of our fabulous February Deals. 20% off some of our luxurious treats!

Our Wild Rose Beauty Balm (I use this all the time, too!) is $35.00 with any $65.00 purchase.

(What a deal on a product that won't disappoint!!!)

Who Am I?

2012-02-02T22:19:00.006-05:00

A couple of weeks ago I received a package I had been waiting for in the mail. I was so excited, only when I opened it up I realized I had made a mistake and ordered the wrong thing.

And it was a heavy thing...

Oh, and I did mention it was MY mistake...

So shipping it back was going to be expensive.

I hate making mistakes like that. I started calling myself names like "I'm such an idiot, I'm so stupid," etc...I know, I know - real mature! Reagan stopped me and said "Mom, why are you saying those things about yourself? You really shouldn't - it's not true." Gulp. I stopped. And I thanked her. Later that night, I was thinking about my costly mistake again and those words began taunting me again - along with others like "failure, you just disappoint others, you're so dumb you can't even order something online right", etc., etc. - In that moment I felt like the Lord stopped me and said "This is who you - and maybe others - say you are - but who do I say you are? Look to Me. Look to the Truth in My Word. I call you by these names:

My beloved.

My friend.

My child.

Saved.

Clean.

Forgiven.

Called.

Chosen one.

Dearly loved.

This is my true identity. This is my identity IN CHRIST. Not because of anything I have done or have not done, but because of Who HE is and what He has accomplished on that rugged tree.

"If then you have been raised with Christ, seek the things that are above,

where Christ is,seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things that are above,

not on things that are on earth."

Colossians 3:1-2

Lord, keep my eyes off myself and on You. Thank you that when my eyes are on You, and how You love Your children, I can't help but want to worship. Thank You that You are always faithful to Your promises and You never leave or forsake the one's You draw to Yourself.

100 Plus Joys

2012-02-02T22:07:00.002-05:00

2 winters ago I spent a little time just recounting some of the gifts from the Lord that bring joy into my life. I've had them on my side bar, but am trying to update. I'm adding them here so I can look back when needed! =)

1 - That my Savior would call me His and that never will He leave or forsake me!

2 - When Jordyn runs up to me, squeezes my leg, gives it a big kiss and tells me she loves me!

3 - Holding Steve's hand!

4 - Going to get Steve a Slurpee even if it is 40 degrees outside!

5 - Drinking hot tea with a dear friend!

6 - Cooking for my family and friends!

7 - Sitting on our front porch and reading while it is still really quiet in the morning!

8 - Wrapping Christmas gifts for our family!

9 - Watching my husband grow in the midst of everyday life and learning from him!

10 - How it feels after a good, hard workout at the gym when I've been pushed to do things I didn't think I could physically accomplish!

11 - Reading Reagan's stories she's writing for school and watching her smile her toothless smile!

12 - Snuggling with Sydney when she lays down for her nap and talking to just her for a few minutes!

13 - Talking to my mom on the phone after I drop our babysitter off after CG!

14 - Seeing my friends with their two new baby girls from China and their love and compassion that is truly a gift from God!

15 - The treat of sipping on a hot peppermint mocha from Starbucks!

16 - Playing hopscotch in the living room with the girls!

17 - The time I get to talk to Camille every other week as we drive to and from our houses!

18 - Playing Hungry, Hungry Hippos with the fam and Reagan giving up the pink Hippo so I can have a turn!

19 - For God's strength to take care of a sick little girl!

20 - For God's perfect sovereignty when His plans aren't what I have in mind for the day!

21 - Watching Reagan make Sydney sweet "Feel Better" cards and loving her little sissy!

22 - Working in the kitchen next to my 6 year old while she makes her lunch just because she wants to help me!

23 - Snuggling on this cold day and having a Little House on the Prairie marathon with my girls!

24 - Hearing Laura from Veggie Tales sing her song over and over again as the girls play with their nativity set!

25 - Thinking about the hot chocolate chip cookies I'm going to make for my man in a little while!

26 - Cristina making a super yummy dinner for all of us while I continue to do the constant cycle of laundry today and care for now 2 little sick ones!

27 - Rocking my babies in front of our lit Christmas tree with the winter landscape in the window behind!

28 - Experiencing God's grace as my girls ask me to pray for them instead of them complaining. I've been overwhelmed today by their attitudes and how much they have just wanted prayer because they know that God hears our prayers...and He answers us!

29 - Sitting in total silence for what may only be a moment. Yep, just a moment! =)

30 - Praying with my friend while we eat her yummy chocolate chip hazelnut cookies!

31 - Seeing my man after he's been gone all day!

32 - Trying to find the Teddy Bear at Trader Joe's with Reagan and Sydney so they can get a treat!

33 - Watching them enjoy their treat!

34 - Eating dinner with Ben and Cristina and Steve after all the kiddos are tucked into bed for the evening!

35 - Listening to C.J. remind us to keep the Gospel in front of us daily and worshiping God with other believers and friends!

36 - Giving the girls their cream sodas because it's Sunday!

37 - Talking to Steve and praying together so that hopefully we'll both learn to understand each other and encourage each other more...daily!

38 - Holding my sweet pregnant friend's squishy, sweet little girl for a few minutes at church!

39 - Getting a hug from Sheila!

40 - Seeing the first snowflakes of the season!

41 - Listening to the girls talk about what they learned at Sunday school this morning!

42 - A kiss from my hubby as he leaves to go to work!

43 - Listening to 6 little girls playing house and all being sweet to each other!

44 - Reading Reagan's creative little stories she writes for school!

45 - Thinking about seeing our family in 2 weeks!

46 - When hubby comes home from being gone all day!

47 - When hubby brings home special treats like flowers and Slurpees...just because!

48 - Listening to the girls laugh hysterically while being entertained by their Daddy before he prays for them and puts them to bed!

49 - Being able to make dinner almost every night for my family!

50 - Getting mail that isn't junk. (Like presents I've ordered or a note from my sister =)!)

51 - Hubby helping me when I'm not feeling so great!

52 - Hearing the girls laughing and having fun with Cristina and Luke while they make Gingerbread men!

53 - Having friends who care about my soul and listen and speak Truth into my life!

54 - Warm clean sheets, hot tea and soft socks!

55 - Snuggling and watching Robin Hood with my man!

56 - Reading a card my sweet Reagan made me today saying she saved her gingerbread man cookie for me!

57 - Family worship time!

58 - Holding Jordyn and praying for her before I put her in her crib!

59 - Watching little sissies love on each other after they have been encouraged by their Daddy to do so! =)

60 - Being able to run at the gym!

61 - Fresh haircuts and a fun stylist to talk too!

62 - Anticipating a date night out with my man!

63 - Having time with the ladies in our care group and seeing God at work in each of their lives!

64 - Reading about Jesus' birth with the kiddos!

65 - Being able to get up in the morning and spend time in the Word being envisioned by God's Truth.

66 - Being able to work out at the gym with a trainer and being able to talk to her about what's going on in her life. And being able to pray for her and let her know it!

67 - Listening to little girls talk and giggle 'till after 10 last night when they had one of their dear little friends over to spend the night!

68 - Having a girls' night in with Ashley and Cristina and laughing through the movie we watched!

69 - A big pot of home made soup cooking and bread baking while I write a few cards!

70 - Letting Jordyn "help" me wrap presents this morning!

71 - Going to a Christmas program with our sweet neighbors!

72 - Talking with Steve late at night!

73 - Knowing and believing that "The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love...He does not deal with us according to our sins, nor repay us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is His steadfast love toward those who fear Him; as far as the east is from the west, so far does He remove our transgressions from us." Ps 103:8, 10-12

74- Cleaning my home!

75 - Watching and listening to little girls play with Legos for hours and hours and eating their Lego cupcakes and cookies!

76 - Listening to the girls playing mommy and baby...it's very revealing, too!!

77 - A kiss good morning from my man!

78 - Baking goodies for our friends and neighbors!

79 - Helping the Hartman's move into their new home!

80 - Getting our home ready for our Care Group's Christmas party!

81 - Reading with the girls by the fireplace after our CG Christmas party has been canceled due to icy roads!

82 - Bringing goodies out to people who've been trying for hours to make their way home only to be stopped in traffic in front of our house!

83 - Playing Scrabble in front of a warm fire with my man and laughing at his goofy faces!

84 - Checking on Jordyn before I go to bed at night...being able to give her kisses and cover her up with her multiple blankies and give put her baby doll and puppy dog back in her chubby little arms!

85 - Being able to read "The Gospel for Real Life, Shopping for Time and my Bible and drink my Awake tea before anyone else (but of course Steve) is up in the morning!

86 - A phone call from a friend inviting me to go over for dessert!

87 - Making cookies with friends and talking while 12 little kids run circles around us!

88 - Getting Reagan and Sydney dressed up and ready so they can go on a date with their Daddy! (Dinner and Shopping!)

89 - Going out Christmas shopping with Jordyn and listening to her as she has an opportunity to talk since her two big sisters are elsewhere!

90 - The quote in my text by Jerry Bridges!

91 - Talking to one of my dearest friend for a LONG time on the phone about anything and everything!

92 - Taking Christmas goodies and cards to all our neighbors!

93 - Going and visiting my great aunt who moved here from California!

94 - Watching my girls faces light up when they get to buy presents for their Daddy!

95 - Helping Reagan hand sew Sydney's Christmas present and watching her wrap it all by herself.

96 - Snuggling on the couch with Jordyn and Sydney while we read books together!

97 - Playing games in the van with the girls while we are driving here and there and everywhere!

98 - Listening to Steve read the Christmas story while we are all in our new Christmas p.j.s that he picked out special for each of us!

99 - Thinking about having the whole day with my little family tomorrow without a big agenda other than celebrating our Savior and enjoying each other!

100 - Watching Reagan sing with the children's choir at church as we celebrate our Savior with our church family and hoping the Lord uses the words to soften her heart towards the Gospel!

(Um, I think I'll just keep going!)

101 - The uninterrupted time Steve and I were able to talk on our drive down to Orlando yesterday about our goals and hopes for 2011!

102 - Seeing my Mama last night when we arrived at her home which she so graciously is giving up for us this week!

103 - Getting a pair of very special earrings that I have wanted since I was a child!

104 - Eating cheese and sausage biscuits and having an unhurried morning with the girls and Steve!

105 - Playing Trouble with the girls!

106 - Getting back into a "normal" routine and having play time with the girls. Laughing with them as they make up silly ways to play their games and listening to them encourage each other as they win or lose!

107 - When my 6 year old sweetie pie asks if she can have a private conversation with just me to talk about something that happened while she was with some other children today and being able to point her to our Savior and pray for her!

108 - Walking around my in-laws home for the last time on Sunday and remembering all the wonderful memories we shared there. Then thinking ahead with JOY about the memories to be made in their new home in a new city as they follow God's will for their lives.

109 - Snow days!

110 - Reading Joni Eareckson Tada's testimony in her book "The God I Love".

111 - Talking over the 31 questions from the Romantic Vineyard's blog with my man and learning more about him!

112 - Big cups of cold water and mugs of hot tea!

113 - Snuggling with Sydney when she just wakes up from a nap!

114 - Having friends over and listening to 8 little girls playing together!

115 - Being able to have people in our home on a regular basis for food and fellowship!

116 - Walking to the mailbox with my man!

117 - Being able to thank God everyday for how He provides for us and blesses us and knowing that He will never leave or forsake us.

118 - Being able to read for an extended amount of time!

Growing Girls

2012-02-02T21:38:00.005-05:00

Time is zooming by. I mean seriously, is it already February? Is my seven year old really so tall? I can just hope her jeans are shrinking and she didn't really just grow another inch, although I'm sure that is not reality. And how is my five year old a snaggle-tooth already? One day I will miss the adorable toothless giggles that greet me across the table during breakfast. And my baby - well, she's twirling and whirling and coloring and keeping up with the big girls. And, oh, yep - her pants have decided to shrink, too! =) Sometimes I don't want to blink. I just sit and watch and listen and try to soak in the sister-love that's going on around me, the silly giggles, the corny knock-knock jokes, who's hanging from the swing set, and who's in control of the Rapunzel dress at the moment.

Other times I don't mind the change. I love watching the girls grow and change. I love seeing God's hand at work and wonder what He has in store for their little lives and am in awe that I actually get to live life with them day in and day out. Learning about history, reading Swiss Family Robinson, Little House on the Prairie lunch "dates", Bible around the table, working in the yard together, playing "maids" to get the house in order, hide and go seek in the dark, having actual conversations about life, playing freeze tag, seeing what bug Reagan decides to surprise me with (at least the last one was a dead lizard!), watching the girls grow and want to help each other and other people...these things and many more make me not mind "blinking".

So, yes, my last post was October. A lot has happened since then. There has been much laughter, many tears, lots of sugar eaten, disciplines given, chores taken care of, snuggles, boo-boos, school work, swinging, sliding, twirling, piano practicing, loosing of teeth, books read, bubble baths, doll playing and dress up. Whew, all that just happened today! I can't wait to see what's in store for tomorrow!

Here's toothless Wonder Girl - another one has fallen out since this shot last week!

Another Reason I'm Loving My NYR!

2011-10-25T08:13:00.003-05:00

I was just reading about what we put in and on our bodies and thought this was quite interesting. I've never really thought about these things, but I do want to be wise in how I take care of my family and myself, so as I read and learn I want to bring it to the Lord and see what I can do and should do to help our family!

The ironic part is that most people will think twice about swallowing something they believe to be dangerous, but people slather toxic chemicals all over their skin and inhale their fumes without a second thought.

Let's consider methods of possible toxin exposure...since many people are ill-informed on how you can be poisoned. Inhalation: When you inhale a chemical, it goes directly from the lungs to the bloodstream; this is the worst exposure you can receive as there is no filtration whatsoever - you will receive a full dose. Skin Absorption: The next most dangerous way to be exposed to chemicals is through skin application. Your skin is an organ and although it creates somewhat of a barrier, it is easily penetrated and chemicals will go directly into the bloodstream from what is absorbed through the skin.Ingestion: Lastly, ingestion is another way chemicals invade your body - but with swallowing a chemical, your body has more defenses set up to deal with it, such functions are provided for by your liver and kidneys.

(This is from an article on wickless candles from ecosafereviews.blogspot.com)

NYR Organics

2011-09-30T08:42:00.003-05:00

I am so excited about this product I was recently introduced to! In fact, in a few weeks, I'll be having a couple of fun pampering parties to introduce family and friends to it, but until then, I wanted to post my webpage so you can check it out! Please let me know if you want to order any of the products and I'll be happy to order them for you and get them to you as soon as possible. If you have any questions, please let me know and I will give you all the info you need!

NYR has been Britain's most respected, award winning, certified organic product line for 30 years! They only us organic and natural ingredients. I love that not only do they have women's skin care products, but also products for babies and men. What I am most excited about is that they are launching a cosmetic line come 2012! As I think of my three little girls growing up, I am becoming more aware of what we put on and in our body and believe this affordable organic product is a great product to introduce into their little lives!

Here is the link to my web page. Please check it out and find out for yourself why I am excited about this product!

More Truth.

2011-08-30T06:37:00.004-05:00

"...It is not for the flock of sheep to know the pasture the shepherd has in mind. It is for them simply to follow him. If they knew his plans included a valley of deep shadow, they would panic. Keeping close to the one they have learned to trust is all that is necessary. He will faithfully provide rest, refreshment, correction and protection as the needs arise. His accompanying presence is guaranteed, all the way - even through the darkest shadows - to the house of the Lord." - Elisabeth Elliot

"Healing is in Your Hands"

by: Christy Nockels

No mountain, no valley, no gain or loss we know
could keep us from Your love
No sickness, no secret, no chain is strong enough
to keep us from Your love
to keep us from Your love

How high, how wide
No matter where I am, healing is in Your hands
How deep, How strong,
And now by Your grace I stand, healing is in Your hands

Our present, our future, our past is in Your hands
We're covered by Your blood
We're covered by Your blood

How high, How wide
no matter where I am, healing is in Your hands
How deep, How strong
And now by Your grace I stand, healing is in Your hands

First Day of School - 2011!

2011-08-29T20:11:00.003-05:00

Today we embarked on our third year of home schooling. We began the day with donuts - a first day of school tradition! Vacationing the week before school started was a great idea, and I was really excited about coming home and jumping into a routine and spending time with the girls. I'm also very aware of my need for the Lord to help me teach and train up these little girls! I'm looking forward to seeing how this year unfolds and what all we learn.

Sydney started kindergarten today and did amazing! She did so much better than I thought she would and her favorite subject today was reading. We'll see what it is tomorrow!

My favorite "Sydney-ism" today was when we were talking about the creation story in the Bible and what God created on the different days. She stopped me and asked me what it was like when God created the clouds. I asked her what she meant and she very matter of fact asked me what I was thinking when God created the clouds - since I was there. I asked her how old she thought I was. She said "four-hundred-ish". Oh my, I know the thirties have brought a few wrinkles with them, but really - "four-hundred-ish"?!?!

Reagan began 2nd grade and we are adding some subjects like history and science this year. Oh, and piano!! She loved history - which is really good, because so do I. She told me her wrist was so sore from writing today - I didn't tell her today was an easy day!! =) I loved that when they went outside to play after school, they made a ship (the "Santa Maria") out of an old trailer back in the yard and were playing like they were Admiral Prissy Pants and Admiral Josephina answering to Christopher Columbus!!

And Jordyn, well, she's a little magna doodle obsessed these days. So she just spent hours drawing by herself! I'll take it while it lasts!

I'm aware of my inadequacies. I'm also aware that God's grace is way greater. For that I am so grateful. If I focus on myself, quickly I get anxious. If I focus on the Lord and His faithfulness, I am able to trust that He is more than enough and He gives wisdom when we seek Him. So, hopefully as we set out on a new year of schooling, we will find ourselves seeking Him more and knowing Him better!

VaCatIon 2011!

2011-08-25T14:03:00.005-05:00

Seeing Mama-Vero Beach-beautiful-sand castles-fun snacks-playing in the ocean-Reagan on the boogey board-Jordyn twirling in the water-Sydney splashing in the waves-Sydney chasing the birds and snatching their fish-playing games-talking about what we are grateful for-holding Steve's hand and watching the tide roll in-walks on the beach-long talks with Steve-swimming in the pool-racing with Steve-watching Reagan dive for discs in the pool-looking for crabs-reading, praying and journaling on the balcony-diet cherry dr. pepper-food network with the girls-pre made meals-reading while my feet are in the ocean-lots of giggling-painting nails-eating pretzel m&ms-no internet for a few days-quiet and peacefulness-lots of rest-warm breezes-dinner and fun at olive garden-trip to the mall-playing in the pool-watching tv in the middle of the day-story time-Legos-puzzles-seeing manatees on the shore-jellyfish-family time in the ocean-blue skies-summer storms-warm sand-sister time-watching Steve catch some waves-playing ball with Reagan in the pool-monkey in the middle in the pool-getting caught in the middle of a storm-Reagan made a visit to the life guard station to be treated for the jellyfish that got stuck in her suit-sitting on the balcony-popsicles-warm blankets and snuggling-movie time with the hubby when everyone else is asleep-playing Trouble-finding shells-little flip flops by the door-a full week with just my girls and favorite man-lots of fun memories!

Joy.

2011-08-25T13:28:00.002-05:00

"The joy of the Lord is my strength." That has been a verse that has been on my heart and mind since I became a Christian when I was 16. Over the last two and a half years, in particular, I believe the Lord has been teaching me what this really looks like.

One of my friends shared this quote today:

"Joyfully embracing God's will doesn't mean that we're always laughing or smiling. There's not much laughter around a death bed or in the emergency room. To joyfully embrace God's will means that during the sobs and sorrow we say to God, "I bless your name, for you are always good to me." --the greener grass conspiracy

I want to be a cheerful, joyful Christian, wife, mom, daughter, friend, sister, etc. I want to be able to smile and laugh a lot. (Thankfully I have a funny husband who fills our home with humor and laughter!) I want this to be true of my life..."Cheerfulness is the support of our strength; in the joy of the Lord are we strong...Let us show to the people of the world, who think our religion to be slavery, that it is to us a delight and a joy! Let our gladness proclaim that we serve a good Master." (CH Spurgeon)

The past couple of years in particular there has been a lot of sorrow and a lot of tears. Jordyn's first couple of years of life were difficult and revealed so much of what I really believed about parenting and seeing my need for God - in every moment of the day. We have had family members walking through trials and difficulties that bring many tears to my eyes as I even write this. My heart is heavy and burdened for them, yet I know our kind Master is holding them near and is eager to give them comfort and peace.

Joy isn't always being bubbly and smiling. Although I do believe as children of our Risen Savior our faces should be radiant! Joy is know that I am standing on the Solid Rock. That our God is good all the time and that even though I may not understand His ways, I can always trust His hand. It's knowing that no matter what, it is always well with my soul. It's knowing that He gives and He takes away, and in both I can say "Blessed be Your Name". It's being aware that "A bruised reed He will not break, and a faintly burning wick He will not quench (Is 42:3). It's knowing that Heaven is my home and that time here on earth is short. It's knowing that God is with us, will not leave us, will not forsake us, will strengthen and uphold us - through the ordinary cares of life, and through any great trials and blessings He may have in store for us.

In this I find my joy. That Jesus would suffer, die, rise again and draw me to Himself. That He would give me life and with that give me hope in His true and living Word.

"Have you not known? Have you not heard? The Lord is an everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not grow faint or weary, His understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might, He increases strength." Is 40:28-31

You are God, and You are great

And we need You this very day

To wipe our eyes, to lift our gaze

So we can see Your mighty ways

We may not grasp or understand

The workings of Your mighty hand

But we can trust and hope in You

For all You do is good and true

You comfort us right where we are

You know our thoughts, You know our hearts

You know our fears and struggles within

You know our victories, You see our sins

In everything, the Cross shines through

Because of that we have hope in You

You love the ones You call Your own

And one day You will call us home

Life on this earth is difficult - full of want and need

But our time here is short indeed

For one day soon we'll enter our true home

Before Your throne, worshiping You alone!

How God Used A Drought and An Umbrella

2011-07-18T10:59:00.000-05:00

There was a severe drought some years ago in the northern part of England. The situation became so severe that if it would not rain within a week, the crops would be totally lost. Due to this urgent need, it was decided to have a special prayer service for rain in one of the local churches.

As the minister of this congregation was approaching the church, he saw a little girl ahead of him carrying an umbrella. He caught up with the girl and asked her, “My little girl, why are you carrying an umbrella to church on such a hot day?”

Turning and looking into his face, the girl answered, “We are going to ask God to send rain today. I want to be ready.”

The minister testified in his sermon that the faith of this girl put him to shame.

From “How God Used a Drought and an Umbrella” by Joel R. Beeke and Diana Kleyn

It was Indeed a "Happy 4th of July"!

2011-07-05T15:13:00.005-05:00

We had a great time celebrating our freedom as a nation all day yesterday! We started off the day by going to the parade in downtown Woodstock. Um, I love "small town USA"!! We loved being with our friends and watching the kids scoop up candy and wave at the people going by! After the parade, we took our stacks of Chick-fil-a coupons and enjoyed lunch - we had 13 little girls and 1 little guy in our bunch. That's a lot of kiddos!! And they all did super!! After naps, we headed over to the Gralniks. It was a great afternoon and evening talking with friends, listening to kids run in and out and playing together, laughing over Yahtzee, and of course, grilling out! We missed the fireworks because of the rain, so Reagan is hoping her Daddy will set some off tonight!

How grateful I am for our freedom as a nation, but I think hubby said it best on Sunday morning when he was able to encourage the church with this the day before the 4th...

"Tomorrow we will be celebrating our freedom as a nation. And it is a freedom worth celebrating. We are free to be here this morning with nothing to hide and worship God. But what we are celebrating here this morning is even more worthy of celebration. We are free from sin! Christ has paid the price for our sin once and for all. We are not only free today to meet together in this nation, but we are free to come before a Holy God. We are free to commune with him and praise him.

Romans 6:6-14, 22-23 "We know that our old self was crucified with him in order that the body of sin might be brought to nothing, so that we would no longer be enslaved to sin. For one who has died has been set free from sin. Now if we have died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him. We know that Christ, being raised from the dead, will never die again; death no longer has dominion over him. For the death he died he died to sin, once for all, but the life he lives he lives to God. So you also must consider yourselves dead to sin and alive to God in Christ Jesus. Let not sin therefore reign in your mortal body, to make you obey its passions. Do not present your members to sin as instruments for unrighteousness, but present yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life, and your members to God as instruments for righteousness. For sin will have no dominion over you, since you are not under law but under grace...But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the fruit you get leads to sanctification and its end, eternal life. For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Let us worship God this morning with the worship and rejoicing that comes from the knowledge that we have been set free!"

The Best Day of the Week

2011-07-05T14:19:00.002-05:00

My favorite day of the week for many years now has been Sunday. I love Sunday mornings. I love going to church to worship Jesus with some of the dearest people I know. I love listening to the messages and being fed by the Word of God. This past Sunday Steve left early to get ready to play for worship (which was absolutely, positively wonderful and refreshing!) and the girls and I got off to a bit of a rocky start. Two were whining (well, if you add me, that's 3) and we were running behind. Of course no one was out of bed or eager to get dressed or do their chores. In a moment I just thought "This is what the enemy would love to do. He loves to come in a destroy and distract. But God is bigger than him. And He is so much bigger than my own sin." So, the girls and I sat down and prayed and read through and talked about Proverbs 3. We thanked God that not only is His mercy new every morning, but it was new for that moment!

Matt Rawlings from the Greenville church came to serve our church and speak while Aaron is on vacation with his sweet family. God, in His kindness, used him to remind me of His nearness and His care for us. He didn't need too, nor did He have too, but through the message on Sunday I was so encouraged that the Lord does indeed hear our prayers. I really do believe that, but it was just one of those moments where I was overwhelmed by His kindness and my hope was built even more!

Matt spoke on Proverbs 3 (what I've been reading with the girls) and Jeremiah 32:17. The verse that I wrote about earlier in the week that has been such an encouragement to me. I sat there thinking, "Seriously, out of all the passages, all the verses, this pastor could preach on, he's using Jeremiah 32:17. I've never heard a pastor preach from that Scripture!"

Here are a couple of questions/thoughts from the message on Sunday:

* What do I do when I am tempted to doubt? Where do I run? Do I wake up proclaiming trust in God? Do I believe He will sustain us? Where am I attempting to trust my abilities?

* What is trust? It is an active reliance on God and who He is!

* Who do we trust? We trust in the all-knowing, all-powerful, all-loving God - if we doubt any of these areas, we are not trusting God.

* We can trust God not because of our experiences, but because of who He is.

OH, and then if that weren't already enough, toward the end of the message he referenced Hebrews 11. Yep. Sunday was super.

Please take the time to listen to this message. It will encourage you and remind you that God is indeed all-knowing, all-powerful, and all-loving!

The Law and The Gospel

2011-06-29T20:40:00.001-05:00

"The law of God shows us what God commands (which, of course, is good) but the law does not possess the power to enable us to do what it says. You could put it this way: the law guides but it does not give. The law shows us what a sanctified life looks like, but it does not have sanctifying power. It's the gospel (what Jesus has done) that alone can give God-honoring animation to our obedience. The power to obey, in other words, comes from being moved and motivated by the completed work of Jesus for us. So, while the law directs us, only the Gospel can drive us." - Tullian Tchividjian

Truth.

2011-06-29T20:17:00.002-05:00

I know there are always trials around us. I know we live in a fallen world where there is pain and suffering and sadness and sickness. The last few months in particular, it seems like a lot of that has been very near. We've been near to families dealing with death, rebellion, barrenness, heartache, sickness and pain. I don't think there has ever been a time in my life where the Lord has given me such a burden, and such a hope for others. And not just a "Just believe in Jesus and it will be okay" (said with a big cheesy smile), but a "I've been able to look back and see God's faithfulness and I truly believe He is who He says He is and His Word is true and He will remain faithful through every circumstance."

The beginning of the year the Lord lead me to two places in His Word and I have been camped out there for the most part this year. One is Romans 8:28 - "And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose." The other is Hebrews 11 which recounts the faithfulness of God. On many days I have had to cry out to God to really and truly make my heart believe Romans 8:28, for when I just see the pain someone is walking through, it can be hard to remember that not only is it for God's glory (that would be enough), but it is also for the good of those who love Him. And I must stand on the solid rock of His Truth!

There is another verse of Truth that I think on regularly right now, too. It is Jeremiah 32:17 "Ah, Lord God! It is You who made the heavens and the earth by Your great power and by Your outstretched arm! Nothing is too hard for You." What hope I find in that Truth! When I find myself struggling with the same sin, or am talking to someone dear to me who is having to make decisions that seem unbearable, I can remember that God can do anything at any moment. He can change a heart of stone (He changed mine!). He can heal a sick and broken body. He can give the barren woman children! He can open hearts to believe and trust in Him! He can give those in the midst of tragedy peace and a heart that runs to Him, not from Him! And if we are alive in Christ, an eternity awaits us where we will be in the presence of the Most Holy and there will be no more sin, no more suffering, no more tears!!

It's Been a Decade...

2011-06-29T19:53:00.002-05:00

and there is no other place that I would rather be than in his arms!

A little over 10 years ago I said "I do" to my man. At the time we had no idea what was in store for us on this adventure called marriage. We had no idea the joys and trials we would experience. We had no clue we would move so many times, have so many different jobs, have three beautiful girls, move out of state, buy a fixer-upper home, and so much more. We didn't know we would miscarry our first child or be apart for weeks at a time because of the way God chose to bring provision into our home for a season. We didn't know we would have different people live with us for seasons or that we would save money for a big 10 year get away by selling records! We didn't know that 10 years later we would actually love each other more than the day we were married. I didn't think it was possible. But it is. I love Steve. I regularly stand amazed, that God, in His great grace and providence, has allowed me to be this man's helper. I'm amazed that he would have even wanted to marry me, and not only that, but has stayed with me and loved me and continues to learn to pursue me and most of all that He loves the Lord. He is a man I respect and admire. He is the one who sees me at my best and my worst and loves me even at my unloveliest! He challenges me to do hard things and he makes me laugh everyday.

We are so grateful that we were able to get away for the longest amount of time we've ever been away to celebrate the goodness of God in our lives last month. We enjoyed each other and made memories in one of the most beautiful places we've ever been too. (I already put pictures under May of our trip to Hawaii!)

I can't wait to see what the next 10 years, and the next, and the next hold. I'm sure there will be much joy, many trials, many blessings, much laughter and tears. More memories and Lord willing, a lot of change and growth for our family. Hopefully we will set an example for our girls that makes marriage appealing, but most of all that our relationship will point them to the Gospel and goodness of our Savior, for without Him, we would not be able to have this testimony thus far!

March...April...May...June...Where is the Time Going?

2011-06-29T05:35:00.012-05:00

This year is zooming by and I wish I could record day by day the funny sayings that the girls say, the ways they are growing and changing, the progress on our house, the many memories we are making, but I blink and another day goes by. I actually began the first sentence of this particular post three days ago, but quickly was interrupted by a little girl who wanted me to read "Charlie Cheese 1, 2, 3". It was only her and I here at the house, which is extremely rare, so I wasn't about to miss a few moments with just her and her little stack of books and Little People. Then, by the time I sat down again, I looked at the clock just to realize it was time to begin dinner. So, that's where the days go, and ever so quickly. It's quiet time and coffee, breakfast and dishes, getting dressed and reading, play-doh and grocery stores, swim lessons and VBS, time to work through conflicts with the littles, yard work, house projects, remembering to water my two living plants, tickle times, lunches, dinners, laundry and more dishes, exercising, snuggle time, game playing, prayers and lights out. Then going back in for a last peek at exhausted little girls who are snuggled up with their blankies - one in particular still talking in her sleep!

So, here's a few pictures from the last few months that show some of what we've been up too!

March

Steve took Reagan and Sydney camping in our woods!
Finally warm enough to go to the park!

Sweet sisters!
Mud - from head to toe!
This is what it looks like when you get to girls together to make two freezers full of meals and someone bursts the water line in your front yard!

We had some dear friends over for some good food and friendly competition!
The little stinker (the one in the pink) and our family morning out fishing.

Everything looks so peaceful, right!?! This was the trip when I tangled three poles, Sydney dropped her pole in the water, Steve slipped in the water going after the pole, he ran over his new tackle box, and we didn't get a single bite...all in under an hour!!

We began redoing the kitchen!!
Steve had his first meet!

Too cute!
Worship time in the kitchen to some Daryl Evans!
More kitchen remodeling!

April

May

June

Seeing God in the Details...

2011-02-24T19:38:00.002-05:00

Two Sundays ago Mama called us around 5:15 PM. I was in the middle of making dinner when I picked up the phone. When I heard her voice I knew something was terribly wrong. I don't think I've ever heard her sound like she did, and although she was calm, I just knew something bad had happened. She told me they believed Matthew had been killed in a car accident. It was a fiery crash, so nothing was confirmed, but they were pretty confident it was him. My heart instantly ached. I mean I know these kind of accidents happen everyday, but never so close to home. I was a mess. It was so hard to be so far from my family that night, although I knew there was absolutely nothing I could have done for them that evening other than cry out to God on their behalf. So that's what we did. We prayed and prayed. And cried. By the time I was up and going on Monday, Steve and a couple of families from our church were all set to take care of the girls for the week. I couldn't wait to go and be with my Sissy and Mark. I am so grateful I was able to be there and see God's hand upon them, holding them up and bringing them comfort in the midst of their heartache. Here are a few things I do not want to forget about the past couple of weeks.

God is in the details. I know this and believe this, but I saw this in ways I don't know that I ever have before. Even in when my sister and I had our different little Valentine's Parties planned. Mine was on Friday, and the Lord knew Monday would not have worked, and Sissy's was on Monday, and God knew her little girls would need a distraction that day. The Williams, who have lived in different places throughout the years, are a part of the same church...and had even been in Mark and Sissy's care group. The Williams had lost two of their precious children in an accident several years ago. Kim drove us to the crash site and to see the truck and he was able to ask questions and demonstrate compassion and care like no one else could. As Spurgeon said "Instructed by affliction, you will become a comforter to the afflicted." The Williams, through their own suffering, are bringing comfort and care to my sis and bro in ways others could not. Watching other details like families interacting and making the most difficult of decisions with peace and care and concern for one another, the church and neighbors bringing meals, the phone calls, the pastor coming by with Starbucks and dark chocolate, the girls all sleeping through the night, for our local church family and the care they showed my family by loving on my girls and sending emails and text messages and calling us to let us know they were praying, for my amazing neighbor who brought us enough food for a couple of meals...oh, so many more details, but those are a few that stick out to me...Oh, and laying in bed watching Bernie Mac. =)

And then even bigger. When God's Word says "peace that passes understanding", He truly does give this in proportion to what we need when we need it. Grace is not for our imaginations. Grace is for the moment. And I have watched as my sister and Mark have walked in this peace. We sure don't understand God's plan or timing, but I have seen peace in the midst of a storm. And that is only something God can do in the midst of tragedy.

How thankful I am for the time I was able to spend with my nieces. I have not been able to spend that much time with them since having children of my own. I'm so grateful I was able to take them to get ice cream (and fun dip) and drive them to their class and help them do school and pick out their clothes and paint their nails and pray with them and just be with them.

Matthew's service was incredible. Mark spoke and honored God and his son. One thinks they could never do that....stand up and speak at your child's funeral, but he did it and did it well. Again, the sustaining hand of God was on clear demonstration.

Leaving on Saturday was hard. I couldn't wait to hold my babies and kiss and love on them, but I didn't want to leave Mark and Sissy, knowing this next week could possibly be even harder than the last. I have cried many tears for them this week. I am grateful for the Word of God and writers like Elisabeth Elliot and Charles Spurgeon and the Betters. I am grateful that our hope is in what is unseen, not what is seen.

If anyone besides Mama reads this ;), please keep praying for my Sissy and Mark and the girls. Pray that they will continue to experience peace and that they will experience the comfort and care of their Savior like they never have before.

Tonight we sang "Blessed Be Your Name" and "Rock of Ages" and "Our God is Greater" during our family worship time. Praise be to God that HE is our Rock and our Refuge and that in His strength, we can bless His name both when He gives and takes away.

"The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, my God, my rock in whom I take refuge, my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold and my refuge, my savior...I call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised...This God - his way is perfect; the word of the Lord proves true; he is a shield for all those who take refuge in Him." 2 Samuel 22:2-4, 31

"He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." Ps 147:3

And this song...

God works in a mysterious way, His wonders to perform.

He plants His footsteps in the sea, and rides upon the storm.

You fearful saints, fresh courage take: the clouds you so much dread

Are big with mercy and shall break in blessings on your head.

Judge not the Lord by feeble sense, but trust Him for His grace;

Behind a frowning providence He hides a smiling face.

Blind unbelief is sure to err and scan His work in vain;

God is His own interpreter, and He will make it plain.

So God, we trust in You. So God, we trust in You.

When fears are great and comforts few, we trust in mercies ever new,

We trust in You.

And I'll Dance With Cinderella...

2011-02-10T07:44:00.003-05:00

My husband is an amazing father. I mean tears well up in my eyes just thinking about him with my girls!! He truly is the dad I dreamed my children would have. He loves them dearly and he is daily learning how to communicate that love to them better and better. He guards his time with us. He makes us a priority. One day, I am excited to see how God blesses him through the girls because of his faithfulness to God and his faithfulness to us. May the fruit of all his labor be very, very sweet!

This past Saturday, yes after Junior's departure, Steve had a special date planned for all 3 girls. (I had a special date planned with a book, paper, pen, and sub!) Earlier that day I went and bought the girls new dresses for their date with Daddy. (It's not uncommon for him to take them on dates, this one was just a little different!) By 2 o'clock, Reagan was dressed, had picked out jewelry and knew how she wanted to wear her hair. She was so excited! Chick-fil-a (they are an amazing franchise, by the way!) hosted their Daddy/Daughter Date Night, so they had their reservations for 5:30! All the girls were given roses and candy, a little cow and questions to ask their Dad. Steve was given questions to ask the girls. And of course, there was ice cream with sprinkles!! They all had a blast!

Sydney and Reagan both like this song by Stephen Curtis Chapman. We know it's true, too. Hopefully we will make the most of our time with our little Cinderellas!

She spins and she sways
To whatever song plays
Without a care in the world
And I'm sitting here wearing
The weight of the world on my shoulders

It's been a long day
And there's still work to do
She's pulling at me
Saying "Dad, I need you

There's a ball at the castle
And I've been invited
And I need to practice my dancing
Oh, please, Daddy, please?"

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oooooh, I will dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone...

She says he's a nice guy and I'd be impressed
She wants to know if I approve of her dress
She says, "Dad, the prom is just one week away
And I need to practice my dancing
Oh, please, Daddy, please?"

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ooh-oh ooh-oh I will dance with Cinderella

I don't want to miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

She will be gone

Well, she came home today with a ring on her hand
Just glowing and telling us all they had planned
She says, "Dad, the wedding's still six months away
But I need to practice my dancing
Oh, please, Daddy, please?"

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ooh-oh ooh-oh I will dance with Cinderella
I don't want to miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

Junior. Part 2.

2011-02-10T07:34:00.002-05:00

Saturday morning was a sad, sad morning. Friday night Steve and I realized that little Junior was making our girls sick. We called the Pet Store Saturday morning and they told us to bring him back. What he has wasn't easy to treat and the girls would continue to catch it as well. My heart ached as Steve told Reagan and as I watched her hold her new little buddy and pet him and cry. It's amazing how quickly we can attach to something. Not that I was attached to him, but much worse, my baby girl was. Watching her hurt is so much more difficult than hurting myself. And I know there will be many times throughout her life that she will ache and I hope and pray I can extend compassion and love to her during those times. Most of all, it is another opportunity where her heart is softened towards the love of God and His care and His comfort. I loved being able to pray for her about it, or when my Mama called and said they prayed for her at their Wednesday morning prayer meeting at church! Being able to point her to the true Prince of Peace is worth the ache, even when it is hard.

Steve is so sweet and explained things to her so well. After he told the girls (Sydney didn't seem to care at all, and Jordyn was clueless except for the fact that her Sissy was upset which she did care about) he took them to Home Depot for a craft while I took Junior back. Jordyn has asked for him everyday since then, but Reagan is doing fine! We won't be housing any more indoor animals for a long, long, long time, though!

10 Fun Weekend Memories...

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10. Playing Don't Spill the Beans and Don't Break the Ice with the girls Friday night.

9. Watching Robinhood with my man after the girls went to bed.

8. Sleeping in on Saturday morning.

7. Having the Snyders come over and play and visit all day on Saturday.

6. Going through magazines and getting organized Saturday night.

5. Having everything ready for Sunday morning before Sunday morning.

4. Goodnight kisses from tired little girls.

3. Reading for extended amounts of time.

2. Going to church on this morning and being encouraged by Truth and being able to worship with friends.

1. Having lunch with friends after church.

oh, and a couple more...

Being able to go the gym and run a mile in 7 min. 15 sec., making dinner with the girls, putting clean sheets on my bed, and watching Little House on the Prairie with the girls before tucking them in for the evening! =)

Rock of Ages, cleft for me...

2011-01-13T20:48:00.002-05:00

Tuesday I was reading Joni Eareckson Tada's book "The God I Love" and her family was singing "Rock of Ages". Throughout the day I was singing the first verse over and over again to myself. At rest time Reagan heard me and came in the room so excited! She's been reading these wonderful little books, and the story she read that same morning had "Rock of Ages" in it! I love when God gives those special opportunities to be able to share with my girls about who He is and to see how He is softening especially Reagan's heart towards Himself!

Rock of Ages, cleft for me,
Let me hide myself in Thee;
Let the water and the blood,
From Thy wounded side which flowed,
Be of sin the double cure,
Save from wrath and make me pure.
Not the labor of my hands
Can fulfill Thy law’s demands;
Could my zeal no respite know,
Could my tears forever flow,
All for sin could not atone;
Thou must save, and Thou alone.
Nothing in my hand I bring,
Simply to Thy cross I cling;
Naked, come to Thee for dress;
Helpless, look to Thee for grace;
Foul, I to the fountain fly;
Wash me, Savior, or I die.
While I draw this fleeting breath,
When my eyes shall close in death,
When I rise to worlds unknown,
And behold Thee on Thy throne,
Rock of Ages, cleft for me,
Let me hide myself in Thee.

Snowed In!

2011-01-13T20:28:00.006-05:00

Friday. 3 PM. I entered our normally very mellow, calm Publix and was almost run over by elderly people in the produce department. "What is going on?" I asked the manager working nearby. He said it was because of the big storm that was coming on Sunday. Well, Little House on the Prairie had not informed me of an upcoming storm, and since that is all I had watched that day, I had no idea what was going on!

Saturday we went to Lowes and it was crazy, too. They had sold out of salt and generators and other items that may come in handy should you be stuck at home (or wanting to get out of your home!). Steve and I didn't think much of it. I thought I might should find some candles in case our power went out for a little while.

We had a super time on Sunday with a family from our church! They ended up staying for lunch and dinner and left around 8. At 9, Steve and I retreated to our room to watch a movie. We came down at 11 and it was quite eerie! Outside was white and light! I've never seen anything like it! It was beautiful! Before breakfast on Monday we dressed the girls in multiple layers and went out to play in the snow! We made snow cones, snow balls, attempted a snow man, looked for animal tracks, played on the swing, made a sled out of a box and went down our little hills, etc.! They had so much fun!! (And so did I!)

Day 2 of the snow, not so much fun. A thin layer of ice surrounded our house and it was colder than the day before. But, I did enjoy not being able to go anywhere. To be undistracted and able to just be home!

Yesterday we tried to leave, but we couldn't make it out of our long, icy driveway. I made it to the front gate and then had to back all the way up to the house! More Little House on the Prairie awaited us when we got back in!!

Today I was beginning to go a little stir crazy. How in the world do people live in this for months on end?!?! I made it out in Steve's car and went to the store.

It's been so fun to experience snow and watching our girls playing and having such a good time. It's been fun experiencing different seasons since we moved up here, too! But I do have to say, there is still a lot of Florida heat running through my veins!! I'm going to try to not wish winter away, but spring time will be joyfully welcomed around here!

Junior.

2011-01-13T20:15:00.004-05:00

We have a new member of our family. He is growing on me. See, I only had a fish when I was younger and I killed it by feeding it to much. It always looked hungry to me.

I can't believe it, but I'm actually the one who recommended we get the girls a pet for Christmas. We started out surprising them and telling them they were getting two hamsters. After an informative conversation with the man at the pet store, I came home and talked to Steve and we reconsidered thinking a tiny little hamster may not make it very long in our home with a 2, 4 and 6 year old! So, we went with the more lovable, less rat-like looking rodent - a guinea pig. Of course, in my naive thinking I believed he would be the girls' responsibility and that Steve would take care of the rest. But I just can't stand all the poo. So, I've already cleaned his cage out a couple of times and it's not so bad. (And I'm not slamming my husband, I'm sure if I asked him he would take care of business, but I know he's busy and it just doesn't bug the rest of them like it does me!) And, a week into it, I actually touched the little guy. Yesterday I found myself alone in the girls' room on the floor talking to him! Reagan has really enjoyed him and has been holding him and feeding him and Sydney enjoys him, but not to the extent her older sister does. Jordyn likes to just sit and watch him and yell out his name! So, we'll see how this whole pet thing goes! I'm thinking our next pet will be an outdoor one, though!

Oh, and why "Junior"? I told the girls to agree on a girl and boy name so when I came home from the pet store they would have a name for their new little gift! When I told them he's a boy, they told me his name and I about rolled on the floor. They said "Since he's a boy, we want to name him Steve Jr. and call him 'Junior'!! I guess Steve isn't quite as outnumbered now!!

A couple of things we've learned about guinea pigs...

They don't need hay 3 times a day. One small handful is sufficient. You have to clean out the cage a lot less often.

Same with treats. They only need a small amounts...not a carrot, a handful of parsley and an orange slice. Has the same affect as lots of hay.

They are playful and squeal like little piggies when they are happy!

They are sweet with little girls who give them some lovin' and attention!

Cuteness is...

2011-01-03T20:48:00.002-05:00

I am one blessed Mommy. I do not deserve these girls. I do not deserve all the hugs and kisses and giggles and adorable drawings. The "I love yous". The dances in the kitchen. The jumps on the trampoline. Reading books and answering questions. Snuggling and watching Little House on the Prairie. Oh, the list could go on and on. I do not deserve all this goodness, but I wouldn't trade it for anything and I thank God everyday for these little blessings. Even on the hard days I thank Him. Those days I think I love them even more, because I'm driven even more towards my Savior. I'm overwhelmingly surrounded by cuteness...everyday! =)

...and a partridge in a pear tree! =)

2011-01-03T20:29:00.003-05:00

Whew, December is over. We are already 3 days into 2011. We had a great Christmas with family and friends. I better put down a quick re-cap of the month!

December 17: We had our family Christmas Eve dinner and opened our p.j.s from Steve and he read the Christmas story.

December 18: We celebrated Christmas together. The girls had a blast and we had fun playing with their new toys. It was a relaxing day...until I had to pack for Orlando!! =) The girls opened their big gift from us which was going to be 2 hamsters (now we are going for one guinea pig - a little more durable!).

December 19: Reagan was in the little Christmas choir at church. They sang Hope Came Down and Go Tell it on the Mountain. She was so cute =). After church we had a potluck and then jumped in the van to head to Orlando!!!

In Orlando we stayed at Mama's. (By the way, she is one of the most gracious servants I know. I hope I am as selfless as she is one day.) We were able to hang out with her and Mom and Dad and Amy and Kaleb and Sissy and Mark and the twins and Emma! We also were able to have dinner with Jenn and David one night and the Traugotts! It was so good to visit Metro, too! We spent Christmas Eve-Eve at Mom and Dad's and then Christmas Eve at Mark and Sissy's. The week was full! We were able to help Mom and Dad pack and reminisce about many fond memories that were made in that home. The night before we left we also were able to go out for a yummy steak dinner with Mama!

Last week was full of playing, going to the gym, unpacking, and trying to resume "normal" life! Steve and I have been able to look back over the last year and see God's faithfulness, provision, and sustaining grace. We have been looking forward and talking about our hopes for this next year. My common answer right now is "Lord willing". We make plans, but I am thankful that it is the LORD who ordains our steps and nothing comes to us without first passing through His loving hands. I'm grateful that I don't know what this next year holds, but I know who is in control of each of my days and He never changes!

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From the Gospel for Real Life by Jerry Bridges on reconciliation...

"Happily for us, however, our reconciliation to God is permanent and eternal. Because Christ accomplished it for us, there is no possibility it can ever be undone. Though we continue, even as believers, to do those things that in themselves deserve God's displeasure, we can never revert to a state of divine alienation. For the sake of Christ, God will always accept us. And even when God deems it necessary to discipline us for persistent disobedience, He always does so out of love to restore us to the way of obedience (see Hebrews 12:4-11)...He not only saves us from sin's guilt and consequent alienation, He also delivers us from sin's reign and continues to work to progressively free us from sin's activity in our lives. However, in the midst of God's work and our struggle with indwelling sin, we must always keep in mind that our status of favor and friendship with God is always, and ever will be, based on the objective work of Christ for us as our representative and substitute. We have been forever reconciled to God through the death of His Son."

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Due to Inclement Weather...

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once again, His plans were not ours!

I've been so excited about hosting our Care Group's Christmas party at in our home. I've struggled a little this year with missing the familiarity of the long standing friendships and family in Orlando. I've missed the parties and dinners and baking days and shopping trips that have been associated with the people we love dearly - especially that would happen this time of year. So, planning and preparing for the party last night was exciting for me! Reagan and I went out around 3 to pick up wood for the fire and cut holly for a centerpiece for the table. Then around 5 I went outside and I couldn't believe it...there was ice on the driveway! Then I looked out the front window to see traffic at almost a stand-still! Seriously?!?! By 6, I made myself come to the reality we were going to be eating a lot of cookies by ourselves tonight. And I was disappointed. And I tried to have a good attitude. But for a few minutes I didn't. I told Steve I just didn't want to plan and look forward to anything because it seems like God just doesn't want me to do the fun things we plan. I know, I know...boo-hoo.

Steve graciously corrected me and encouraged me. (I love this guy!) And then God quickened my heart to a piece of Scripture I've held near this year..."The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps." (Proverbs 16:9) Sure, I missed seeing all my friends last night and having fun and celebrating Christmas with them, but I was grateful they were all home safe, too.

And instead of pouting, God gave me the grace to change and enjoy the rest of the evening! Reagan, Sydney, Jordyn and I read about the 3 Wise Men and about Stinky Feet (their favorite story from the Jesus Storybook Bible) by the fire and then we watched cartoons before bed. Then Steve and I were getting ready to eat cookies, drink hot chocolate and play Scrabble (he really was trying to help me =)!) when he had the idea to bring some goodies out to the people who were desperately trying to get home. Now that was fun! It was fun to see the surprised look on the man's face when he got an unexpected treat. It was fun to help two ladies who had pulled over and had been sitting in their cars for hours because they were both scared to drive on the ice. It was wonderful to be able to bring them to our house so they could go to the bathroom and have a drink and something to eat. God knew those ladies would need a place to be refreshed last night. That has been my desire for our home. That people would come in and be refreshed. No matter how little or long they stay. And last night, once again, He answered that prayer - even if it was just for a few minutes! Then we played Scrabble and Steve beat me, but once again God showed me that even when His plans aren't my plans, He never changes and He is always good and worthy to be praised. So, I will keep praying and keep planning, but I'll hold those plans loosely, too. Knowing that even though I plan it is He who truly orders my days.

It's a Couple of Weeks Before Christmas...

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and this is what's going on at our house...

*We are done with school 'till the New Year!

*Cristina made gingerbread men, women, girls and boys with the kiddos. We have been enjoying them and all their decorated deliciousness!

*We are enjoying our fireplace when we can actually get the logs to catch fire!

*The house is decorated with wreaths and garland, stockings, gifts and trees!

*We are enjoying reading through the Christmas story and my sis gave me the great idea of using our Little People Nativity to draw the kids in during the story. It's so fun to watch them "be" the different people and animals!

*Tonight we are joining Barry and Cherry (our sweet neighbors) at FBW for their big Christmas production. I'm dressing the girls up and after we eat our soup and hot bread, we'll be on our way!

*Fun gifts have been almost completely found for family and friends, now the baking needs to begin!

*We have barely been outside. This Florida girl has still not adjusted to this cold North Georgia weather! Although, I did go to Publix the other day when it was 30 degrees outside with just a long sleeve shirt. I can't stand layering and unlayering ever time I go to a store!

*We are hosting our Care Group Christmas Party here on Wednesday night!

*Next weekend we'll have our family Christmas and then pack up for Florida!

I Didn't Escape the Bug...

2010-12-07T12:51:00.002-05:00

I thought I made it through all the sickness and cleaning up...that is until the wee hours of this morning. Then it hit. Over the last couple of hours I have been so blessed by my husband who has taken care of me so well. He immediately called into work and told them he needed to take care of the kiddos today, he's checked in on me and brought me refills of Sprite. We just talked about growing in compassion and it seems like after we have conversations like that good opportunities are just around the corner!

AND then Cristina offered to watch the girls so that Steve could go and work. Cristina who is helping her husband and preparing to move in a few days. Who has plenty to do on her own. But I hear them downstairs making Gingerbread cookies and laughing and having fun. I definitely wouldn't choose to get sick. Especially in December - less than two weeks before we leave for Orlando, but again I'm glad my plans aren't His plans. I'm thankful that I can rest today and get well quickly and that my girls are having fun and aren't having to sit in front of movies all day!

Today.

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Today I woke up and went to the gym while it was freezing cold outside and started the day off by seeing two of my dear, sweet friends!

Today I watched 6 little girls play and listened to them giggle and be super good mommies to all their little babies!

Today I started reading The Gospel for Real Life and Shopping for Time.

Today I wrapped presents and excitedly opened packages that came in the mail today that are special gifts for special people!

Today I talked to my sister and mom on the phone to talk about Christmas!

Today we ate little gingerbread men at lunch and I watched all the little girls...and Luke =) nibble away one part at a time!

Today I was surprised by my sweet hubby when he came home from work with a Slurpee and dozen red roses in his hands for me!

Today I enjoyed eating dinner with my family and the Hartmans, realizing that this time next week they will be in the process of setting up their new home.

Right now I'm listening to 3 little girls laughing hysterically as their daddy entertains them before he prays for them and puts them to bed!

Today has been a good day!

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Jordyn was already down for a nap!

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When His Plans Are Not My Plans...

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What a full, fun weekend we had planned! Friday we were going to go to the zoo, have dinner with friends and go to a meeting for church and the girls were excited about going to their friends for the evening. Saturday there were birthday parties and Lowe's projects to attend and a parade to go too, but God in His perfect planning had a different agenda already worked out for us.

Friday morning as I was getting ready for a fun day, I put on one of my new sweaters! I was greeted by my sweet Sydney - as I am most mornings - saying she needed to go to the bathroom. I was carrying her back downstairs when she got sick - all over my new sweater =) - and thankfully, the wood floor. Thus began a day of constant cleaning and caring for 2 sick little girls. Thankfully it was a fast and furious little bug and was done within a full day.

Reagan was upset about missing out on our fun plans (as was I), but I am so grateful for the opportunities this weekend allowed. I was able to talk to the girls about God's sovereignty and His perfect plan. God gives us good things. Actually, He always gives us what's best for us. Always. It may not always be what we want, or what's fun, but His care for us is planned out and specific and He loves us more than we can imagine. So, even though we were looking forward to fellowshipping with friends, celebrating birthdays, listening to the Word being preached on Friday night, etc., God's plan for this weekend was what was best to tend to our hearts.

I was amazed by the grace I experienced on Friday. See, I've never done well with throw up. Ever. Usually if someone else is sick, I can not even stand to be near them. But I experienced so much grace in caring for my little girls and cleaning up after them. I wasn't tempted to complain, but because God had already laid it on my heart to look for JOY, I was looking and again, He showed Himself faithful! Rarely do I just sit with the girls for extended amounts of time. We enjoyed a 4 hour Little House on the Prairie Marathon, I held them and rocked them and loved on them ALL day and well into the night. What precious time (even if there was a lot of yuck thrown in there, too)!

I am also amazed by how God sustains friends of mine and family who are regularly sick or care for those who are. As I cared for my sick children for one day, my heart was quickened to pray for the ones I love who are caring for sick babies or children or parents or spouses. It amazes me how He provides so much strength for those who need it, when it is needed!

So, this weekend wasn't all fun and games, but I'm grateful. Grateful that God is allowing me to rest and trust that I'm not missing out on things when walking in His will and plans for my days.

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Joy.

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With Thanksgiving just passing us by, of course gratefulness has been on my brain. We have so much to be thankful and grateful for, yet so often I find myself complaining about something. Most of the time it is something really, really dumb. Dumb or not, complaining is always sinful. And where there is complaining in my heart, there is a lack of joy. Several days ago I came across a blog through a friend's blog and wanted to join with my friend and others in pursuing looking for joy.

The holidays can be a stretch for me. The busyness, the planning, and the wanting to do all the extras in the midst of all of the "we-have-to-dos". Because of God's grace, I want to grow. I don't want to be so busy that I miss my time with the Lord or miss the gifts of joy He has placed around me for His glory and for my enjoyment, so that's what's on my sidebar.

This month I'm going to LOOK for 100 joys. Hopefully I'll see hundreds more than the hundred. I know they are there. Our Savior is so gracious, so kind, so extravagantly good that they have to be there. So often I'm just not looking for them. So, now I'm looking. And I'm seeing. Which leads to rejoicing and gratefulness. And smiles. And joy. And growing in joy is what I have been pursuing since January, so what a fun way to end the year!

Since June 22...

2010-12-02T19:31:00.002-05:00

June 22 seems like a very, very long time ago. Since then I fell off the blogging world wagon and right now I am finding the desire to run and catch it! I've kept up with Facebook, posting pictures and updates, but how I wish I would have kept my thoughts here - in one clean little nook on my computer. But that's okay, today I start fresh. Today I am hoping to begin adding the funny and thoughtful parts of our days so that when I want to remember the hilarious words that spill out of Sydney's mouth or the sweet encouragement from Reagan, or the picture of a moment that says more than words can express, I can just pop on here and see it again. Also, as I look back over former posts, I am overwhelmed with God's faithfulness, provision and kindness and I want to keep seeing that - over and over and over again!

So, quick recap.

Over the summer, we had 8 consecutive weeks of company. We love being able to share our home. We love having people here - laughing, playing, talking, and praying together. Listening to little people try to fall asleep even though they are so excited they can barely stand it! Trying to fall asleep ourselves because some visits are just too short! We are so grateful for all the friends and family who have been here over this past year and look forward to many, many more guests!

The week after our last summer visitors, Ben and Cristina and Luke moved in with us! It has been a uniques season having dear friends stay with us. Having a friend in the house during the day to talk to has been wonderful! It sure is going to be a lot quieter in a few weeks when they move into their own beautiful new home about 30 minutes away!

We haven't done much work on the house since the summer. A little painting here and there, and a lot of yard work. Steve is amazing at cutting down trees, hauling things away, etc, etc. I truly think he can figure out how to do just about anything!

The girls and I have loved getting to know our neighbors better. They are so sweet and Mrs. Cherry has watched Sydney and Jordyn and Reagan several times for me during the day to run errands or take Reagan to Timothy.

Reagan has lost 3 teeth this month alone. She's lost 5 all together! I love, love, love to see her smile! She saved her "tooth daddy" money and went to the American Girl Store this week to buy something for her Kit doll!

We spent time in Orlando a couple of weeks ago to celebrate Amy and Kaleb's wedding! It was so fun being able to be a part of the wedding week and day! I can't wait to see all the pictures. Of course, Amy was a stunning bride! Steve was able to spend the week before with Danny in Greenville while all of us girls did fun things like shopping, planning, pedicures, etc! The girls were thrilled to be flower girls and are still talking about the fun they had!

We've been hiking, playing, working and enjoying life. I find my days go by way too quick. As I write so many memories flood my mind - so many highlights of the last few months - but I think I should probably just start fresh (again).

Concert

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Steve took Reagan on a date to a concert Friday night.

She had so much fun. She was very excited. She couldn't sit still and randomly yelled things out to Steve throughout the concert.

My favorite was "This is louder than Jordyn!" =)

The Rest of March...

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in pictures!

Blog...What's That?

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March 8? Seriously, that was the last time I blogged? I'm feeling like time is flying by and I'm trying to grab it by the coattails as it zooms past! Mama, you've probably fallen out of your seat by now as you see a new entry listed!

So, now I don't know what to do...updates galore again or start from this day and move forward? A few updates just so I don't forget! =)

Since April, we've had 7 birthdays to celebrate, our anniversary and Mother's Day. Steve and I both turned 30 this year, Reagan 6, Sydney 4 and Jordyn 2. And we celebrated 9 years together!

Quick updates:

Me - Yep, I really turned 30. My sweet hubby took me away for my birthday and shopping for a night and day. It was very sweet of him, but I'm not sure we'll do it again for a long, long time. The going away part I hope we get to do again soon =). The shopping together part, not so much! It was a good and revealing getaway and Friday night was a lot of fun, but come Saturday some ugliness began to exude from my heart and has continued to be revealed through multiple situations. Although I'm so thankful for revelation, the Cross of my precious Savior, being able to repent, a husband who has been patient and kind, it has been a bit of a difficult season for me personally. But God is faithful and He is answering my prayers and for that I'll gladly take the pain of seeing my sin if it means I get to see more of His holiness and goodness!

Steve - He is a man of many talents! He's been working hard at work (as always), working hard on the house, and growing - by God's grace - in many different areas. And he still finds time to make us laugh everyday! The girls and I went to Orlando for a week and he worked his regular job during the day and worked on putting in new doors, painting, putting in trim, etc. in the house at night. Amazing!

Reagan - our little LuLu finished school right before we headed to Orlando and has been enjoying her summer so far! She just turned 6 and I love her quote of the day on June 4..."This is the best 6 year old day of my WHOLE life!" She got her first bike and has surprised me by how well she is riding. She continues to be a super helper and a super talker! =) She makes breakfast in the morning for her and her sisters, dusts the stairs, living room and our room, loves reading and making mud pies! She also loves visiting our neighbors and is asking more and more questions about the Lord which has made for some precious conversations lately!

Sydney - all you have to do is say "diaper" and you'll have her rolling! She is a stinker, but a very funny stinker! She also got a bike for her 4 year old birthday and has been doing really well riding, too! The first time she rode it she flipped down our little hill, so it took her a little while to get up the courage to try again. The other day I put them in the tub after they had been outside for hours, and I went to pull out her braid and realized her hair and scalp were just full of dirt. She informed me she was just trying to bury her head in the dirt. I had to wash her hair about 10 times and I'm sure I didn't get it all out! I never know what she's going to say...or do!

Jordyn - is 2 now! She is growing and changing and I'm so grateful for the changes I've seen in her over the last few months. She is a tough cookie, but God is at work in her and in us! She hasn't been passing out for the last probably month and a half, but she has started stomping her feet and hitting. BUT she's also started responding so much quicker, and loving on her sisters more, and talking a bit, and she LOVES to dance - especially when we listen to music in the car! I love when we turn into our driveway and she yells "HOME" and gets excited. Today I took her to our neighbors to play and she and I bounced on the trampoline and I didn't want to stop because I've never seen her laugh so hard! She was snorting she was laughing so hard!!

The house - we've been enjoying our home! I've been a little antsy to finish up some of the not so fun projects (like painting trim) and move onto some more fun projects, but we are also really trying to live life too and not be consumed by the home projects. Thankfully, Steve is better at balancing that than I am and having 3 little kids has limited the time I can paint, etc.! I want to enjoy the immense blessings we've been given, be wise with our time, and one day finish the windows! =) We have really been enjoying hours in our yard. The girls will play out there as long as we'll let them, Steve loves to work in the yard and so do I (I even got to mow for hours the other day which I love!) and we love to sit on our front porch and talk and read and watch the little animals run around. I've been going out almost every morning now to drink my coffee and read and journal, and there is much to be said about being outside and being still before the Lord before the whirl of the day begins!

OK, I do believe my Starbucks is wearing off so it's time to wrap up the updates. Oh, so much more has happened, but I think I'm going to start fresh and maybe pop in some of what I've missed blogging about over the last couple of months with pictures!

A Few Pictures...

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Well, I've been pretty busy and haven't kept my camera nearby, so I have very few pictures of the last couple of months, but here's a few. (They are pretty much the same ones on FB.)

Updates Galore!

2010-03-07T20:38:00.002-05:00

A little behind in the blog world, so now time to catch up a bit while hubby and I sit with our laptops on our front porch (where it is NOT freezing cold) as deer walk nearby! Ahhh, good times!

So, lets see here. Since I last blogged LOTS has happened! My little girls have been growing and changing. Let me start with Reagan...

My 5 1/2 year old blondie is becoming quite adventurous at our new home. She's a scooter riding, swing set playing, turkey chasing, leaf raking, branch hauling cutie pie! She's loved playing outside and really likes when there are turkeys in the yard or she gets to go back in the woods. (She is her daddy's daughter!) She's been a big helper, too. Saturday she just raked and raked! She's lost her two front teeth. The 2nd one she pulled while we were in Publix. She was so excited that she just bounced all around the store. I'd be excited, too. The tooth fairy has not been affected by the current economy and gives quite a pay off for lost teeth! She loves her art class and has made some cool projects. Last week she made a clay necklace. I can't wait to see it when she brings it home tomorrow. She's making breakfast and lunches for her and her sisters which is a huge help and cleans the stairs and empties the dishwasher. She's all into drawing birds and writing chapter books! They are so cute. School is still going really well. This last week especially she has been eager to do her work and get it done so she can play with her sissies!

Sydney is growing, too. She's thinning out like crazy and I just moved her into 4Ts. She's a snuggle bug these days. She, too, has been a big helper. Today she hauled a bunch of limbs for me while we worked in the yard and she was super cute! She still keeps us laughing and says some funny things - mostly to do with diapers or bottoms. She loves going to Publix and talking to people there. She's not quite as adventurous at the house yet, but that's fine with me. She loves being pulled around in the wagon and riding in the cart behind the lawn mower, though! I have to get some pictures soon!

And Jordyn, well our little Jordyn finally decided to walk at 20 months old! She just took off! Yep, that's right, all in one day and hasn't stopped since! She's changed SO MUCH and we are so grateful! She's been happier and quicker to obey. She loves playing baby dolls with her sisters and looking at books. She loves when Steve walks in the room and telling everyone we pass by "hi". Thankfully God has been working in my heart, too, and I really enjoy being with her now. She has been a difficult child to say the least, but I can't imagine my world without her. I love when she walks up and gives me kisses or says "more" or dances when I turn on the music, or knocks down her sisters' blocks or gets excited to get a cookie, or sings Holy God (I can tell that's what's she singing!) or snuggles with her blankie! She still passes out pretty often, but the screaming is getting less!! Oh my, I could go on and on about these girls. I still can't believe sometimes that this is my life. God is surely good!

Less Than 3 Weeks 'Til Move In!

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I've been a pitiful blogger as of late, but I promise I'm not sitting around twiddling my thumbs! =)

Since we came back from Christmas, we've been in full swing around here. Steve has been working day and night and the girls and I have been holding down the fort here. Unfortunately, I've been a little under the weather the past several days so I'm trying to get well and pack here and there! I can't believe we have less than 3 weeks until we move again! This whole process has gone so much better than I anticipated. It's a lot of hard work and we won't have near as much done before we move in as we had hoped too, but all I can say is WE ARE SO BLESSED! We've been blessed with good workers, people who have given up days and evenings to come and just serve us, girls who have offered to babysit (and as soon as I can be of any help at the house, I'm taking them up on their offers!), deals at different stores, Steve has done amazing work and God has kept him healthy as he's worked many nights in below freezing temperatures with no heat.

So, here's where we are right now...

Last week we were able to have gas run to the house and it is all hooked up and working!

Two new A/Cs and Furnaces have been installed and work.

Stairs should be done this week.

Flooring has been picked out and will be put in the week before we move in.

We bought all of our kitchen appliances yesterday. They are all stainless steel. OH, and I was able to get a mac-daddy of a refrigerator at a steal of a price!!

The outside of the house is painted! All but the porch, which will be done when it warms up.

We hired some one to do the drywall. It is being put in as I type!

Steve is making progress on the kitchen counters and they look so good. We bought all the tile for them yesterday.

The girls' bathroom and master bath are starting to be put back together!

Prayer request: The pipes at the house are frozen and we really need them to thaw out. No tiling can be done until that happens.

So, progress is being made! I started packing this weekend and hope to get more done at night once the girls go to bed. This is by far the biggest, most expensive, hardest project we've endeavored on and we probably won't ever do it again =), but we are grateful for what we are learning and grateful that even though there is so much to do, we'll be settled in soon!

Stevie B's Pizza Field Trip!

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A couple of weeks we went to Stevie B's for a field trip! The girls had so much! The highlight for Reagan was that she ordered her own pizza! They all got little hats, took a tour of the restaurant, made pizza, ate lunch, and played in the game room!

Jordyn - 19 Months!

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A happier baby! Yes!! I can actually say that about Jordyn right now!! Praise God! She is changing and growing!

Here's what she's doing and how she's changing this month!

She says "Dog, Hi, Bye, Mama, Daddy, Sissy, Roar"!
She's obeying a lot more quickly and passing out less!
She's cruising around furniture and walking behind her little push toy!
She likes to be tickled!
She loves cookies at Publix and driving the car cart!
She climbs up the stairs!
She has a super funny laugh!
She's waiting to get 4 more teeth!

I thank God so much for Jordyn. She is a challenge. She is strong willed to say the least, but she is a precious gift. We are closer to the Lord since having her, and I am so grateful. I can't imagine life without her and look so forward to seeing how she grows and changes over this next month! Maybe she'll even be walking!

Dinner for My Honey!

2009-12-15T21:28:00.004-05:00

I love doing special things for my special man! And a way to a man's heart is through his stomach, right? Steve has been working so hard (he always does), but this month, he has been kicking tail! He's one of the hardest working people I've ever met. He doesn't look for any recognition, but he does everything he does with excellence. The grace at work in his life has been so encouraging! Last week he was gone every night, except one, so Friday night I was able to make him a special dinner! We ate by candlelight by our Christmas tree with Jim Brickman and Celine Dion for entertainment! It was a wonderful night and I loved including the girls! They went shopping with me and were excited when it was time to go to bed, because they knew their Mommy was planning something special for their Daddy! (Steve played the part of "Prince Edward" while I prepared dinner! He went to the girls' "Royal Feast" they had made out of Legos and danced with his little princesses!)

So, here's what we had!
Crab Cakes with Lemon Dill Sauce (Paula Deen)
Steak wrapped with Garlic Herb Butter and Spinach
Cheese and Wine Risotto
Roasted Asparagus
Shiraz

And of course, Chocolate Chip Cookies and Milk!

(Will add pictures soon!)

Making a House Our Home!

2009-12-09T09:49:00.003-05:00

So, I've been off of blogging for a while and have much to catch up on! This one may be a little lengthy, but I know my brain won't remember long and I've already probably forgotten much! My goal was to update about the house frequently with lots of pictures, but that hasn't happened! So, here's the scoop!

On Friday, November 20th we closed on a home with beautiful potential in Woodstock, Georgia. It's an old farmhouse with a huge porch, a barn, a pool, a cool mudroom, beautiful trees, a little over 4 acres, 7 bedrooms, 4 1/2 baths, a keeping room, kitchen, family room, formal living and dining rooms, lots of junk in the yard, all kinds of fruit trees and who knows what's yet to be discovered! We have been so blessed! We were able to get a great deal on it, but it needs a ton of work! It has so much of what Steve and I have dreamed of in having a home and although the work it needs can be a little overwhelming at times, we are so grateful! We are grateful for all we get to learn through this process. I am grateful in thinking ahead in how we will be able to use our home to serve our family, the church, guests, etc.! I am grateful that this is one of the hardest things that Steve and I have ventured on and how it is teaching us to trust God more, be more intentional with our time, allowing us to see God's faithfulness and giving us opportunities to meet new people and learn so much. It is teaching me patience and contentment.

So, in 2 1/2 weeks since closing, here is what all has been done so far...

A new roof
20 out of 30 new windows have been installed
Reagan and Sydney's bathroom has been demolished (almost all the way)
New tub has been put in their bathroom
Stairs to master bedroom have been demolished
Ceilings in both girls' rooms and in family room have been scraped of popcorn
Ceiling in master has been scraped of popcorn
More wallpaper than can possibly be imagined in one house keeps being discovered =)
Wallpaper has been removed in both girls room
Drywall has been removed in Reagan and Sydney's room
New drywall is up in their rooms
Carpet has been removed in Jordyn's room...off the wall!
Carpet was added throughout the house so we could close, now it's being removed again
Trees have been trimmed around the house so roof could be put on and so it will be ready to be painted
Trim and ceiling in family room has been primed
New fans are up in family room
Electrical is repaired in Jordyn's room
2 new hot water heaters are in
Tons of phone calls have been made
Supplies have been bought for the new stairs
I have paint colors picked out for all the rooms we' hope to paint before we move in

Thanks to the Battaglias, Nick Campagna, Matt from work, Mom and Dad, Scott Snyder, Brad Miller, Kim Pfaller who have so kindly served us over the last couple of weeks. We are so appreciative.

We've had some great workers so far, too. If anyone in this area needs any kind of work done on your house, I can give you some great recommendations!!

Please pray for some warmer dry weather so we can get the house painted. Also, for wisdom and strength for my extremely hard working husband. This has been his busiest month so far for Steve's job, on top of that he's working so hard on the house and in taking care of all his girls. And we head to Orlando to be with our family for Christmas for a week! I am amazed at the grace I've seen in him! Please pray he does not get sick as our bodies are still not adjusted to this cold weather! Oh, and that we get a better quote for the a/c/heaters that we need. They are coming in pretty high. This is a short season and before we know it, we'll be in! We want to glorify God through this season, and although some days it seems as if we are in way over our heads, I know that in His strength we will make it through!!

This Psalm has been on my heart this last week and has been so helpful!

"I lift up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth." Ps 121:1-2

Now for some pictures!

Yummy Caramel Corn!

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Here's a Roberts' favorite...caramel corn! I made it the other night and the girls, Steve and I snuggled up with bowls of it and watched a movie!

5 quart freshly popped corn, unsalted (1 C unpopped popcorn)
1 cup raw peanuts (found in the produce area of the grocery store)
1 cup butter or margarine
2 cups firmly packed brown sugar
1/2 cup dark corn syrup
1/2 tsp. baking soda
1/2 tsp salt
1/2 tsp vanilla extract

Combine popcorn & peanuts in a lightly greased roasting pan; (I use the big disposable aluminum kind because of room to stir in) mix well & set aside.

Melt butter in a large saucepan. Stir in sugar & corn syrup. Bring to a boil; boil 5 minutes stirring occasionally. Remove from heat.

Stir in soda, salt & vanilla.

Pour sugar mixture over popcorn mixture, stirring until evenly coated. Bake at 250 degrees for 1 hour stirring every 15 minutes. Cool & store in an air tight container.

And She's Off...

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So snuggly!!!

Yay! Today was a break through day for Jordyn! I've been trying to teach her how to climb the stairs for a while now, but she would only go on the first one. No further without tears! But today I looked over and she took off! She climbed all the way to the top, sat up and clapped! I wasn't more nervous than excited when the other girls started climbing stairs, but I am excited for Jordyn!! This means I'll have to keep a closer eye on her, but I'm so grateful she's doing more and more these days. I've been dreading setting up her 18 month appointment, but who knows...maybe soon she'll decide to walk and talk!!

Oh, she is saying "uh-oh" now when she "accidentally" throws something down and loves to roar at her bear!

Traditions and Convictions

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Whatever conviction you hold about participating in Halloween, live it out for God’s glory! In all these things, a person should follow his or her own convictions, while understanding that Christians may differ in their beliefs about this issue. So, if you run into those fellow believers who differ from your stance on Halloween, give them freedom to live out their own convictions. The Apostle Paul said it this way, “Who are you to condemn God’s servants? They are responsible to the Lord, so let him tell them whether they are right or wrong. The Lord’s power will help them do as they should” (Romans 14:4, NLT). Jim Liebelt

When I was young, I totally enjoyed dressing up and going door to door for Halloween. As a teenager I remember helping with a creepy haunted house. I remember being Dorthy, a little angel, a red crayon - nothing ghostly or scary, just cutesy little costumes. I remember friends spending weeks decorating for this holiday. I look around our neighborhood this year and see some people have gone all out decorating - lights and ghosts, witches, etc. In the stores, I've heard people talking about Halloween in most conversations I've passed the last couple of weeks. In Costco the other day a man came up to the girls asking if they are ready for Halloween and what they are going to be. Reagan sweetly said we don't celebrate Halloween. The man looked at me like I was this awful Mom with 3 heads. He said "They are probably the only kids in Atlanta who aren't going to be celebrating Halloween." The response in my head was "that's fine", and for that I'm grateful. See, God is helping us to train our children, but He is also at work building my convictions and helping me with my fear of man. This year Reagan is old enough to ask (many) questions, and she's had quite a few about Halloween. Our sweet little neighbor girl has asked her about it, the children in Sunday school are all excited about it...so why don't we do it? Well, Steve and I have both had convictions about not celebrating Halloween.

Last year we bought a pumpkin and carved it and Reagan asked why we carved a jack-0-lantern if we don't celebrate Halloween...hmmmm...we weren't expecting that question, but it was a good one. We don't want to confuse our children, and often times we are so persuaded by our culture or long time tradition. This has provoked me to really seek God on what He has for our family. It's provoked me to talk to my children and encourage them that Daddy and Mommy love them so much, and love God and we are going to lead our family in the way we believe He would have us walk. That means we aren't always going to do what our friends do, but just because we do or don't do it, doesn't mean that if they do or don't do it means that they are doing anything wrong. For me personally, I believe Halloween to be a dark holiday that does nothing to benefit my walk with the Lord. There are many other days we celebrate throughout the year, so this day is easy for me to give up, but I'm grateful for our little ones and how having them has challenged me to think about why we do what we do on a regular basis (which I should be evaluating anyways!). I don't think we are "super spiritual" or superior in any way for not celebrating Halloween, but I simply believe we are obeying God in what He has for our family. I believe that He wants to see how we are going to stand on our convictions when we are tempted to fit in or please man, even in the smallest of areas.

Here is a quote from Al Mohler on Halloween and a few links to some articles in case you want to read more on the history of the holiday!

"The coming of Halloween is a good time for Christians to remember that evil spirits are real and that the Devil will seize every opportunity to trumpet his own celebrity. Perhaps the best response to the Devil at Halloween is that offered by Martin Luther, the great Reformer: "The best way to drive out the devil, if he will not yield to texts of Scripture, is to jeer and flout him for he cannot bear scorn."

On October 31, 1517 (what is now known as Reformation Day), Martin Luther began the Reformation with a declaration that the church must be recalled to the authority of God's Word and the purity of biblical doctrine. With this in mind, the best Christian response to Halloween, might be to scorn the Devil and then pray for the Reformation of Christ's church on earth. Let's put the dark side on the defensive."

Al Mohler

http://www.crosswalk.com/spirituallife/11610063/page2/
http://www.crosswalk.com/spirituallife/11610063/
http://www.crosswalk.com/blogs/mohler/1228337/

A Sunny Fall Day...

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Here are some shots I took in the backyard of my sweetie pies on one of the sunny days we've enjoyed lately!

Visit from the Traugotts!

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We were so excited to get a visit from David, Kelly, Alyssa, Meredith and Brooklyn a couple of weekends ago! We talked and laughed and enjoyed catching up with our dear friends! We played a 4 hour game of dominoes, took 6 little girls out to dinner, worshiped at church together, went and looked at our soon to be house (Kelly was a lot braver than I was in the barn!), Steve and David took the girls for a walk in on one of the trails in the neighborhood, Kelly and I got a quick cup of Starbucks and we talked and laughed and talked some more! How grateful we are for our sweet friends! The girls played really well together! In fact, today I called for Sydney and she informed me that her name is now Alyssa! =)

First Science Project

2009-10-28T20:30:00.003-05:00

So, Chick-fil-a has these cute little science projects in their kids meals right now, so I decided to add one to one of our school days! It was a simple project, so Sydney joined in, too. I read the directions and we pulled out everything we would need. One thing I forgot to do was tell the girls not to look over the bottle when they poured in the different ingredients! Reagan's "blew up" right in her face! Good thing it was just vinegar and baking soda!!

Berry Patch Farm

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Yesterday Sissy, Mark, Madeleine, Ainsley and Emma stopped in for a quick visit on their way home from Blue Ridge! We had a great time visiting...it went by super fast! The weather held out for us, too, so we were able to go to Berry Patch Farm to pick out some pumpkins! We walked around and looked at the few little animals they had and then took the hayride to the pumpkin patch. The girls had fun looking for their own little pumpkins and gourds. (Reagan has been wanting to buy gourds to decorate the house with for weeks!!) Then we had popcorn and boiled peanuts and watched the kiddos play on the play ground for a while! It was a fun afternoon. Then we headed home for tacos. Reagan was so excited about having a sleep over in her room with her cousins. All the kids were pretty worn out! It was funny watching Mark try to keep his eyes open as we were talking, too!

Now I need to go and figure out what all I'm going to make with my pumpkin!

ThE FaIR!

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Last Monday we loaded up the van and headed to the fair!!!

Highlights:
Riding the Ferris Wheel with Reagan!
Watching Steve be a goof ball as he rode one of the many rides that went in a fast circle!
Watching the girls go from ride to ride and go on them all by themselves!
Petting all the different goats, chickens, sheep, etc.!
Eating corn dogs, cotton candy and fried oreos!
Seeing Reagan's face as she flew down the slide on the potato sack! (She looked as though she
was going to wet her pants!)
Remembering the fair is NOTHING like Disney World!
Listening to two little girls still talking about how much fun they had that night! =)

PS Thanks again Kim for watching Jordyn! She had so much fun with you guys! =)

Jordyn's 15 month check up (at 16 months!)

2009-10-06T18:49:00.003-05:00

Well, I was only a month late getting Jordyn to her 15 month appointment. Good thing the doctor's office reminded me! =) Our little chipmunk cheek little girl is actually the smallest out of the three, I think! She's got big cheeks, but other than that she's still in her 12 month clothes! The other two were out of those by the time they were one!

Here are her percentiles:
Length - 31 inches (56%)
Weight - 21 lbs (24.5%)
Head - 58%

She is still barely pulling herself up and she won't even try to walk or go up the stairs, but hopefully it won't be long! She loves playing doll house. In fact, today she played with it for hours! She loves fruit and she is clapping and waving to people! She says "hi-ya" which I think is adorable! In the mornings she gets really excited when I take her into Steve's office to tell him "hi"! She's still a good little sleeper, and although she doesn't scream all the time, she has quite a temper. She has a mouth full of teeth and enjoys using them to eat, eat, eat!! I find the Lord giving us more and more grace and love for her, for which I am so grateful! She loves Reagan and she loves to hit Sydney =). I'm sure she'll grow to love Sydney, too!!

Random Pictures!

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Here are some random pictures I just found that I hadn't blogged yet!

The Townsends and The Church

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Sunday morning Chad gave a message about our mission as a church. One thing he said is that the church is like a hospital and like a headquarters. He asked if gathering together makes any difference. Later Sunday evening I was checking my email and saw that my friend Alisha had given her testimony at MLC that morning. I wept as I read how the Lord has worked in and through her family - especially over the last couple of years. Thankfully, the Lord allowed the Townsends and our paths to cross several years ago. We were in the same homegroup and regularly I would leave group challenged by Alisha's humility and the questions she would ask. It is obvious when you talk to Alisha that she wants to honor the Lord with her life and that she loves her Savior. We love the Townsends and we are grateful for how the Lord has used them! See, we do need the church. We need other people to point us to Jesus, whether we are going through times of prosperity or great trial. How grateful I am for the church and for the love and care the church has shown this family (and so many others!). How grateful I am that the church is not just a place we gather on Sunday mornings, but are a people who desire to love and glorify our Savior and serve and love one another. How grateful I am for Greg and Alisha's humility in accepting help in their time of need. The Lord has not only used the church to encourage them, but He has used them to encourage the church in many ways. Others have been drawn closer to the Lord through Sarah's trial. I know He has in our home. See, everyday for over a year my girls have prayed for Sarah unprompted by us. It amazes me to see their faith in our God healing her. So many times we've been driving down the road and one of the girls has said "Mommy, we need to pray for Sarah right now" or "Mommy, can we just pray for Sarah" and I've wondered what she's going through right that moment that the Lord would prompt the heart of a child to pray! We are rejoicing with the Townsends and we will keep praying for them!

I asked Alisha and she said I could share her testimony here...

How great though Art.

“O Lord my God, when I in awesome wonder, consider all the worlds they hands have made. I see the stars; I hear the rolling thunder. Thy power throughout the universe displayed. Then sings my soul, my savior God to the, How great though art, How great though art.”

My daughter, Sarah, was diagnosed with stage four, Rhabdomyosarcoma, in April of 2008. She was placed in the hospital immediately to begin chemo and radiation therapy. We were staying in a large room with picture windows overlooking a lake. I was standing, looking out the window one night after Sarah was asleep. The stars were bright and the reflection on the water was beautiful.

In my mind I saw the hand of God holding stars. The hand opened and the stars filled the sky. Then I heard a question. Which is easier, to place the stars in the sky or to heal Sarah? I said, “But what are you going to do?” He said, “I am going to heal her.”

The next night as I was walking in the halls, I heard “How Great Though Art” playing over the speaker. From then on out, it became my theme.

Sarah’s treatment spanned over 18 months. Her schedule was grueling. She had 54 weeks of chemo and six weeks of radiation. Most of her chemo was inpatient, so we were in the hospital 14 days of each month. At times I felt like Abraham who had been promised the stars, but did not always see them shinning.

However, he Lord is faithful, and He carried me through so many days with that promise of healing and many other means of grace.

One of the major lessons that I learned through this trial is that the Lord is my keeper. I memorized Psalm 121 and said it often. “I lift my eyes to the hills. Where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth.”

I could tell so many stories of how God kept us, but today I would like to take the opportunity to tell you how he used the church to keep us.

Instead of listing out the hundreds of people who served us, I would instead like to ask all who served by praying, feeding, cleaning. Laundering, calling, organizing, mowing, giving words of encouragement or any other service that I have now forgotten, to stand.

To paraphrase Elyse Fitzpatrick, “God uses means. You have been the means.” Thank you.

We were brought hundreds of meals. Our laundry was done for months while we were in the hospital. Our yard was mowed for weeks. Our house was cleaned every week for almost a year. When I say cleaned, I mean top to bottom, no stone left unturned, clean. When we were home, Sarah was normally nuetropenic, meaning she had no white blood cells to fight infection. Cleanliness was very important and I could have never kept it up without help.

Although I cannot list everyone who helped, I would like to thank a few people. First, Rebekah Phillips has organized every ounce of help that we have received. She would get a call unexpectedly and was always eager to drop everything and help. She made me feel as if she had nothing else in the world to do but serve our family.

Betty Vallery cleaned our house for a few months, every other week. For those that know Betty, she has a full time job, so she would come after work and stay at our house well after dark.

Denise Vogel cleaned our house, every other week for ten months. Not only did she faithfully clean for us, she also encouraged me along the way. In those moments when I was home as they arrived, she said so many things that lifted my gaze toward God. When I felt like I was drowning in duty, she pointed out evidences of grace that I had not seen. She let me know that God was still working on me and creating good out of a really hard situation.

Mary, Denise’s daughter, came with Denise most weeks to help clean. She folded laundry, cleaned glass, and cleaned the kids’ rooms. She also played with Sarah, made her cards, and brought her presents. Sarah loved to come home after Mary had cleaned her room because Mary posed her dolls and set up areas for Sarah to play.

Elyse Rawlson probably has no idea how much she served me personally. Practically, she has helped me find curriculum and offered advice on home schooling when I was strapped for time and had no idea what I was doing. Spiritually, she has given many words of encouragement to me that have literally picked me up and made my legs move again.

Janelle Phillips was going through nursing school at the time and was a huge means of grace to me. One day I had taken Sarah to the doctor and then for an X-Ray. We went to the cafeteria to get lunch afterwards and ran into Janelle. She asked me how I was doing, and I promptly started to cry. She gave me a hug and bought me lunch.

In addition to the physical help, we received monetary help along the way. As you can imagine, the medical bills added up fast. We have what you would call “major medical” insurance with a relatively high out of pocket expense each year. I am amazed to say that we have not paid a single penny for Sarah’s major medical expenses for two years now. I would say that we have received over 12,000 dollars in donations from you and others.

Time does not allow me to tell you of all the people or moments of service, but understand that this does not begin to convey all the help we received.

We serve a great God, and you all have been a wonderful picture of God’s love to our family.

I am equally amazed to say that Sarah is in remission. Nothing is impossible with God and I am grateful that He chose this route for Sarah and am grateful that He placed us in this church. Thank you Lord, and thank you church.

Dear Grandpappy,

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We miss and love you!

xoxoxo
Reagan, Sydney and Jordyn

House Update!

2009-10-05T19:04:00.002-05:00

Well, the Lord very clearly shut the door to the Kellogg Creek house, and although we were a little disappointed at first, we are grateful that more issues came to light before we made a big investment! We are planning on looking at more houses on Thursday! So, the hunt begins again! I am looking forward to finding where we are to settle, but I'm also grateful that we are where we are right now! So, Thursday we'll focus on houses in Woodstock and then we'll go from there. I am glad the girls are excited about looking at different houses, too! They've been so good going from place to place!

My friend Jenn emailed this quote on impatience to me. As I've thought about it multiple times today I am even more aware of how impatient I am...I want to know where we are going to live...now. I want my children to do what I want them to do...now. I want so many things right now. How grateful I am that the LORD is so patient with me! How grateful I am that He sees each moment of our day and He has them all planned out perfectly!

"Impatience is a form of unbelief. It's what we begin to feel when we start to doubt the wisdom of God's timing or the goodness of God's guidance. It springs up in our hearts when our plan is interrupted or shattered. The opposite of impatience is not a glib denial of loss. It's a deepening, ripening, peaceful willingness to wait for God in the unplanned place of obedience - and to walk with God at the unplanned pace of obedience. To wait in His place and go at His pace." (John Piper, Future Grace)

Could This NOT Be The One?!?!

2009-09-30T19:06:00.002-05:00

We've been moving towards closing, but everything is at a stand still right now. The appraiser went to appraise the home today, and there are several things about the house that he would call "hazardous" (a bush growing the pool, plants growing through the windows on the porch, water in the basement). Since it is not appraising at the right price, we are unable to get a loan for it. So, we are calling off the inspection for tomorrow and will see what happens over the next few days. I believe we have until Monday to back out of the contract.

We both really like the house. We also like it's location and the land that it's on. We both have vision for it and at this point would even still look for ways to keep the process going. On the other hand, we really want to be seeking the Lord. A friend went by the house today and looked through it really well and just cautioned Steve that there may be a lot more work than we think. This could be God's way of protecting us from a major money pit, too!

Also, we have to give our notice to the rental company for the house we are in right now in October. We know the Lord knows exactly where we are supposed to settle, we just need wisdom!!! Even if we don't get this house, I'm grateful for the conversations that Steve and I have had about undertaking a big project together. I am grateful for what it's revealed in my heart. I'm grateful for the home we have now and that Steve takes such good care of us and is seeking to glorify the Lord with our finances! So, we could be house hunting instead of shopping for floors this weekend, but that's fun, too!

Could This Be The One?!?!

2009-09-22T15:25:00.002-05:00

We just may have found our new home! Well, it's not quite new =), but it has lots of potential!! We looked at this home several weeks ago and to be honest, I didn't even really "look" very well. I was too concerned the girls may touch something...or that something may come out after us! Truly, I don't think I've ever seen so much stuff in one house in my life! Steve liked it after we looked at it. Me? Not so much. But I kept praying about it. And last weekend we went to look at multiple other newer, cleaner, move in ready homes...but this time I kept going back to the other one, too!

Yesterday we put an offer in on the house. Today they countered. We agreed to the counter with the addition that they remove ALL the "stuff"! So, now we are waiting again! We have to have an inspection and if everything comes back A-OK, it looks like we could be closing in 14 days! Then we have loads of work to do before we move in in January!

Here are a few details:
It's 4 sided brick, 1 1/2 stories
It's on about 2 1/2 acres and minutes away from the church property and Lake Alatoona
It's got a huge pool!! (Which right now has a bush growing in it!)
It's got character and needs a lot of care!

Here are a few pictures we took when we went to look at it yesterday. We didn't get as many as I thought we did - none of the bedrooms, bonus room, bathrooms, porch or pool. Hopefully I can get some soon! Please be praying that God will give us wisdom and that the remodeling would be able to be done well and finished by the time we need to be out of our house we are in now!

My Baby Has Turned Big Girl!!

2009-09-17T21:02:00.005-05:00

Reagan began Kindergarten on Monday!!

It's hard to believe my sweet baby doesn't have hair that stands up on end anymore, that she outgrows shoes faster than I can blink, that she can empty the dishwasher, and that she started school this week. OK, I'm getting a little teary-eyed...let's shift gears! =) She did wonderful! She's a fun little girl to teach, too. I have to admit, I feel a bit overwhelmed that I am teaching my daughters school, but I am also grateful that God has laid it on our hearts and given us faith to home school our girls. Reagan learned her vowels this week, had a spelling test (one of the words was "a" =)!!), had great conversations about Bible, read some books, and practiced math and handwriting. Her favorite so far is math! We are doing a four day work week, so Fridays are reserved for play!

Sydney and Jordyn did really well, too. Sydney sits in for some of it and the other times she does puzzles or plays with different toys. Jordyn takes her morning nap during most of R's "school day"!Math time!
Sydney is the puzzle queen!
First day of school picture!
Donuts for breakfast!They couldn't take their eyes off of them!

Are We Fighting For Our Marriages??

2009-09-15T16:01:00.002-05:00

My sweet friend Amanda was sharing with me about a message Joshua Harris spoke a few Sundays ago at Covenant Life Church. It is from Proverbs and it is about sexual purity. It is excellent for married couples and singles alike. Let me encourage you to listen to it...now! How we need to be fighting for our marriages! Thank God for men like Josh who will challenge us with Truth and speak about sexuality from the pulpit. May we run from temptations and may we delight in our spouses!

Visit from Mama!

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Mama was able to come for a 9 day visit! We had so much fun and she amazes me with the way she serves and how she can just go and go and go! We were able to get a lot done! She helped me price stuff for a garage sale, we went and looked at houses, of course we went shopping =), we went to the park one day, out to dinner one night, to get pedicures, and we took the girls to get their nails done (too cute!). We played games and talked! She made us some yummy dinners and watched the girls so Steve and I could go out for a date day! I came home to sleeping children and a clean house!

Mama, we love you and are so grateful for you!!! Thanks for coming to visit!!

Family Fun!

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Here are a few pictures from our Saturday trip to Rita's and our Sunday family fun pizza and movie night we had a while back!

Girl Time!

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We also were able to spend the day at Sissy's one day! The girls had a blast playing with their cousins and I always love when I get to spend time with my Sissy =)! We actually got to talk a lot this time...it seems like the girls play more and more and need less attention from us these days! Reagan loves "cooking" with Emma! Madeleine and Ainsley made up a really cute show for us. It was amazing how creative they were making it up as they went...there was hardly a pause as they figured out what they were going to do next! We braved Publix with 6 kids to pick up a few things for our yummy steak dinner (which the guys and Mama joined us for!) and then visited for a while. We actually looked at the book Eat This, Not That and I was quite disturbed that I eat mostly the "not thats"!! =)

Good Times!

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One night when we were in O-town we also got to hang out with Derek, Dena, Ben and Cristina!! These two couples have been wonderful friends to both Steve and I! Dena and I have been friends since high school and Cristina and I have been friends just over the past few years. Both ladies have been examples to me in so many ways! We had fun going to Sonny's and then to Ritas...time just went by too fast!!

Derek and Dena!
Ben and Cristina! Really, it wasn't all for her!

Visit with Praise!

2009-09-14T09:51:00.002-05:00

When we were in Orlando, Praise came over with her 3 adorable kiddos to visit one morning! Well, visit as much as you can with six kids 5 and under!! =) Her little ones are precious and she is a sweet, patient Mommy!! I love seeing where the Lord has her and her family and even though we don't get to talk too often, it is great when we have time to catch up! It's amazing to see how much has changed and how much the Lord has blessed us over the last 13 years!

Jan Jan's Visit!

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Well, I am missing an assortment of pictures. Some from JJ's visit and some from when we were at Mom and Dad's. Hopefully my hubby will know where they are! Here are a few from when JJ stopped in for a quick visit during her crazy time back in the States for a month! We love our JJ!! She has been such a blessing and encouragement to our family. Actually, she is probably one of the most encouraging people I know. She is serving the church in Wales this year, but we are looking forward to when she can come back through Atlanta and stay with us a bit!

Georgia on My Mind

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For months we've been praying about where the Lord wants us during this season of our lives. We moved up to Georgia last January for a job change for Steve and we have love it up here. We miss our family and our friends in Orlando so much, but God has given us so much peace in being up here.

Steve's job is going really well, we love our church and we believe that this is where we are supposed to be right now. God has been so gracious to us and we've made some wonderful friends up here much quicker than we thought we would, too.

So, we've begun house hunting! I know that the good Lord knows exactly where we are to end up, but I'm praying that we will be sensitive to where He is leading us. We've found several houses and have thought "oh, this could be it" only to have the doors quickly shut. Hopefully by the end of the year we'll know where we'll be settling for a while!

Time Flies When You're Having Fun!

2009-09-13T20:18:00.003-05:00

Wow! I can hardly believe it is the middle of September already. It seems like forever since I've sat down to blog! We've had a fun couple of months! JJ came for a super quick visit (I have pictures if only I could find them!) We loved having her stay with us even if it was a really fast visit! Then we went to the beach for a week, then to Orlando for a week, then came home! I tried to settle in real quick before Mama got here for 9 days!! We had so much fun and stayed pretty busy! (Pictures to be posted soon...hopefully!) Yesterday she left and Reagan got the stomach bug. It was really gross and I'm really hoping none of us other Roberts get it. So far, so good!

Let's see...for a quick catch up...

Reagan is starting kindergarten tomorrow. I can't believe my little girl is big enough to start school! She is so excited and so am I! (More on that soon, too!)

Sydney is our little drama queen these days. She cracks me up! She says so many funny things and uses her hands all the time when she talks! She consistently puts her shoes on the wrong feet and she dresses herself before I can get in her room and pick out her clothes. She actually does really well matching! Oh, and she's really good at playing memory!

We've seen so much change in Jordyn! She is happier (praise the Lord!!) and pulled herself up in her crib the other day! She jabbers all the time now and still loves to eat! She's got a mouth full of teeth and they keep on coming in! I will take her in for her 15 month check up (only a month late - not bad!) on Friday, so I'll post more on her then! (Again, hopefully ;)!!)

Time to shop!

2009-08-25T15:51:00.003-05:00

Today Mom and I braved the mall with three darling girls and Grandma! We had a great time! We shopped and had lunch and then shopped some more! The day flew by! As you can tell by the pictures, Grandma and Jordyn were done by the time we headed home! All right, well I'm off to get ready for dinner with some dear friends!!

Beach Vacation 09 - Part 2 in Pictures!

2009-08-25T15:45:00.000-05:00

Slowing Down

2009-08-24T19:36:00.004-05:00

I just read this transcript from a radio show by Nancy Leigh DeMoss. I'm planning on rereading it soon. Recently I've been praying about my daily schedule and even this past week have really been trying to evaluate what is essential for my day. It seems if I am constantly hurrying my girls along in their day and I do not want to continue doing that. It's been wonderful to step away from "normal life" for a couple of weeks and watch them play more and have more conversations with them!

Psalm 23

The Lord Is My Shepherd

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

Quick Vacation Post!

2009-08-19T14:04:00.002-05:00

Ah, we are at the beach. (Sorry I haven't called, Mama =)! We are still alive and well!!) I decided to give up the computer for as much time as possible for our trip, so I've been playing, reading, jogging, eating, playing, sleeping, resting and trying to soak in the sun for the last few days! I have a few minutes until Steve and Reagan get back with Slurpees and we head back down to the ocean so I thought I'd try to post a few pictures!

Our place is gorgeous! The beach is beautiful and there are very few other people here. (Thankfully there was a kind couple here yesterday when we locked ourselves out and everything else inside the condo at 4:30 PM!) Steve and I had so much fun the first two days. We went out to eat, took a long walk on the beach, enjoyed the hot tub, didn't have any sand put on us when we sat down at the beach =), slept, ate out again, went kayaking...ah, it was such a refreshing couple of days! I've been reading a lot and enjoying watching the girls play together!

Reagan is almost fearless in the ocean. She's loved going out with Steve and playing in the water. She is also like a fish in the pool! Sydney loves being able to have snacks and Gatorade at the beach =)...she also has been enjoying playing in the sand and finding shells! Jordyn is a little better than what I was expecting. She had a better day yesterday and has been a little rough today. Hopefully she'll enjoy going out this afternoon!

I am so grateful that the Lord gave us this opportunity and that my wonderful husband has taken time off to vacation! It's a lot of work with three little ones, but so worth it! It's been great to get away from "normal life" and spend extra time with each other! It's been fun to give the girls little crafts to do and surprise treats! I'm hoping that we make many fun memories and grow in our relationships with each other and with the Lord!

Here are a few pictures! Gotta go...Slurpee time!! =)

Step-by-Step!

2009-08-12T18:04:00.002-05:00

Jordyn is finally pulling up! She was playing this morning by the stairs and I went to do something in the other room. When I came back she was on the second step! She gave me this super cute look and then let go and almost bonked her head on the wood floor. I caught her, though! ;) She's starting to progress in so many ways...slowly but surely, step by step! =)

Our Family Fun Sunday Night and More!

2009-08-04T20:05:00.003-05:00

The past couple of weeks have been hopping! Mama and Sissy came to visit a couple of weekends ago which was a lot of fun! Sissy was meeting up with some friends from high school, so Mama rode up with her and came to our house! Well, I haven't been shopping much (besides Publix and CVS) since we moved here, so I was ready to go when Mama got here! The first afternoon we hit Trader Joe's. Reagan was so cute walking around and filling up her own cart. Of course it's fun to go with Grannie, too! She bought us some fun things that we don't normally buy - like super yummy cherries! Then we went home for some grilled burgers and a game of dominoes! We got up the next morning and all of us girls went to Kohl's, Target, had a little Starbucks and went to this mom-and-pop produce place to see about getting some peaches. Then Steve watched the girls all afternoon and evening and Mama and I went to the Perimeter and Lenox! I was able to get some fun things - my best buy was a pair of Gap jeans for $10!! It was great to just some one-on-one time with Mama! We picked Sissy up late and got to have a couple of laughs with her "crew" and headed home. I was glad we were able to visit at least a little bit before they had to leave on Sunday!

Then, last Thursday JJ flew in from Wales. We were her first stop back in the States and it was so fun hearing her new way of talking =) and getting to have her chocolate chip pancakes and be with her as she talked about how much she loves being back in America and hear all about her year!! It was a whirlwind and I think we talked almost the entire time. (I think Reagan was getting a little annoyed at how much I was "hogging" JJ!) I am grateful to God for bringing JJ into our lives when He did. She is one of the most encouraging people I know and her desire to serve and glorify the Lord is contagious!

This past Sunday we spent the afternoon at the Pfallers' house for lunch and played some cards. It was so relaxing and fun! Then when we got home we ordered pizza and watch Kit (the American Girl movie) with the girls. It was so much fun (except that I cried through almost the whole movie - I didn't realize it was going to be so sad!!). I love when we all snuggle up on the couch together and watch movies or read books!

Wow! I'm sitting here thinking about the last few weeks and just how kind God has been to give us such amazing family and friends! This week we've been to the pool with friends, today the girls and I went to a new friends house and the rest of the week and next week is full of the same. Then we head to the beach for family vacation (the first for the 5 of us!!) and then to Orlando for a week! Hopefully I'll take lots of pictures!

I have some new pictures, I just have to find them! =) Will post them soon!

Grace for the Tests!

2009-07-23T06:56:00.002-05:00

It is true that God's people are tested, but it is also true that God's grace is equal to their trials. It is true that through many tribulations we enter the kingdom of God (Acts 14:22). We wade through waters of woe, but the billows will not overflow us (Is 43:2). Listen to Jeremiah, "Through the Lord's mercies we are not consumed, because His compassions fail not. They are new every morning, great is Your faithfulness" (Lam. 3:22-23). Compassions, what a blessed word!

The thought that God's mercy is always new is pleasing, that it is new every morning is wonderful - new every morning, not just some mornings but every morning, from the first of January to the last of December.

Every morning brings new mercy. Every morning ushers in another day. Every morning brings a reason to praise God, because we have no right to an hour or even a minute, much less to a day. We have another day to walk with God as Enoch did. We have another day to trust God as Abraham did. We have another day to reap the golden harvest. We have another day to be ripened for glory. We have another day to fellowship with the Lord.

God gives us our days. May He teach us their value, for they are pearls of great price. Then, as each new morning breaks, we may say to Him, "This I recall to my mind, therefore I have hope. Through the Lord's mercies we are not consumed, because His compassions fail not. They are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness."

-C.H. Spurgeon

Praise the LORD for new mercies this morning! =)

He's Always Been Faithful! (And Always Will Be!)

2009-07-22T18:50:00.003-05:00

This has been a challenging day...week...month...year with our littlest one. She truly is a gift to us. I love when she sucks her thumb and rests her head on me. I love when she laughs when she sees herself in the mirror in the car. I love when we ask her for her kiss and she tilts her forehead towards us to give her kisses! She is beautiful. She has this wonderful big brown eyes and cute wispy blonde hair and big feet and you cutest baby chub. She also has an incredibly loud angry scream - which she uses consistently from the time she wakes up until she goes to bed. I pray over her, hold her, put her down, discipline her, play with her, talk to her...nothing seems to help right now.

Thankfully, and only by the grace of God, I find myself loving her more every day. And that is truly God's grace. It doesn't mean that I don't get angry, tired and feel like I have lost a ton of brain cells the last few months in particular, but it does mean that the Lord is drawing me nearer to Him. Nearer to the Cross. I wake up praying for the Lord to give me strength and wisdom and I'm looking for ways to be more compassionate (not a gifting of mine). I'm speaking more Truth to myself and trying to cultivate more of a heart of gratefulness - which can definitely be difficult when I'm wanting peace and quiet and time to do what I want to do. I'm repenting regularly of my selfishness and lack of patience.

I am grateful for God's faithfulness to me. I am so grateful that I can look back time after time, season after season - times of joy and times of trial - and see that not once has He been unfaithful. He is always faithful! And although many times I at a loss of what to do with this precious baby, God isn't and He isn't surprised at what is going on in my heart. He is in control and He is good! This is another season in our lives and I hope and pray that we are found being faithful to the Lord and faithful to what He's entrusted to our care!

This is one of my favorite songs which lifts my eyes to the Lord!

Morning by morning I wake up to find
The power and comfort of God’s hand in mine
Season by season I watch Him, amazed
In awe of the mystery of His perfect ways
All I have need of, His hand will provide
He’s always been faithful to me.

I can’t remember a trial or a pain
He did not recycle to bring me gain
I can’t remember one single regret
In serving God only, and trusting His hand
All I have need of, His hand will provide
He’s always been faithful to me.

This is my anthem, this is my song
The theme of the stories I’ve heard for so long
God has been faithful, He will be again
His loving compassion, it knows no end
All I have need of, His hand will provide
He’s always been faithful, He’s always been faithful
He’s always been faithful to me.

Reagan's Prayer for Jordyn This Morning...

2009-07-22T11:35:00.002-05:00

Dear Lord,

Please help Jordyn to not cry. Please help Jordyn to have a happy heart and self-control. Thank you for my baby sister. Amen.

No doubt HE heard this prayer. =)

Some Random Catching Up!

2009-07-20T13:20:00.005-05:00

Last week came and went so quickly - as do many weeks! It seems like I blink and the day is over. (Even if in the midst of it it has seemed like a long day.)

The first three days last week included two hours of swim lessons and some play time in the pool. Sydney was moved up to be in a class where I wasn't needed! It was so strange to see my little monkey hanging on for life in the deep end of the pool, learning to "dive" and attempting to jump off the diving board! I say "attempting" because the first couple of times she just jumped straight up and down almost busting her bottom on the board - so the teacher had me give her a little shove to make sure she didn't end up with a sore bottom! Reagan did incredible. She was swimming like a fish - by the end of the week she was racing and swimming from one end of the pool to the other. Every time she raced as soon as she popped out of the water she wanted to know if she won or not! (Hmmm...who could she get that from?!?! Maybe she has a wee-bit competitiveness in her after all!) On my drive to swim lessons on Tuesday I turned up the wrong driveway. I say up because it's like going up a mountain. I was trying to back out and let's say I had plenty of room on one side of the van. The other side ended up in a ditch and I hit the people's mailbox. I was so bummed. I called Steve and he came right to my rescue (very patiently, too). Thankfully another dad had come to watch his little girl at swim lessons that day and helped Steve out. I'm glad to say their mailbox was fine, but I do have a ding on my van. It could have been much worse, though. We even made it in time for swim lessons!

Jordyn has cut several more teeth and we enjoyed a couple of weeks with her being more cheerful. Last week was not one of those weeks, though! Poor baby is back to screaming. Today she made herself pass out again. I'm grateful that the Lord loves this precious little girl. I'm grateful that my hope is in Him and that He gives us wisdom and grace when we call out to Him! I did take her for a long walk the other day - just her and me - and she seemed to really enjoy that! Oh, and she finally pulled herself up! She pulled up on the fireplace and as soon as she saw me looking at her she threw herself on the wood floor and started crying! But ah-ha! Now I know she can do it!! I love watching Reagan love on her. Even if it's been a day when Jordyn has screamed the majority of the time she's been up, Reagan just tells her how much she loves her and loves having a baby sister and how sweet she is...and then she makes her laugh! All R has to do is say "boo" and she'll have Jordyn laughing away!

Yesterday we went to the park in our neighborhood and Reagan was on the hunt for bugs for her bug box. Unfortunately we only found one dead beetle. When she put him in the box his head fell off, but she still kept him! She wanted to bring him home to see what kind of beetle it was. She's putting her new bug book to good use!

Last night we went over to some friends house for a campfire cookout! The weather has been beautiful here and last night was perfect for cooking hot dogs and making s'mores! I love watching the girls run around and play. Sydney even did really good around their dogs! Usually she clings to me when there are big dogs but she's getting used to them now! I wish I had a picture of her sitting by herself enjoying every bite of her s'more. She ate it for about 20 minutes! It was so cool to be sitting outside by a camp fire with little kids running around laughing and playing and watching fireflies dance around in the night sky!

I'm looking forward to a NEW week. I'm looking forward to NEW mercies. I'm looking forward to planning for a NEW school year with Reagan. I'm looking forward to going to the library with the girls and letting them pick out NEW books for us to explore this week (right now we are finishing up the Boxcar Children - #1, Amelia Bedelia, The Tale of Peter Rabbit, and The Book of Virtues for Children). I'm looking forward to seeing what NEW silly, sweet and funny things come out of my girls' mouths. I'm looking forward to NEW conversations with my man. I'm looking forward to game night with our now not-so-NEW good friends (it's been 6 months now!)! I'm looking forward to making a NEW recipe this week - Spicy Buffalo Chicken Salad. I'm looking forward to seeing what NEW tricks the girls can do in the pool. All in this one week, too! =)

Oh, and I'm looking forward to seeing Mama and Sissy on Friday!!! And then JJ the next Thursday! Whew...I just thought the last few weeks flew by! =)

Dress (your kids) Like Cows!

2009-07-10T19:59:00.003-05:00

Today was Chick-Fil-A's dress like a cow and get free food day! The girls got dressed all up after we went to the pool today and we picked up enough free food for our entire family to eat lunch! Then, when they got up from their naps I asked them if they wanted to dress up again and go back for dinner with their Daddy! Hmmm...can you guess their responses?!?! They were so excited that they were going to get French fries and chicken nuggets twice in one day! Tonight we got 3 meals and an extra chicken nuggets for free! Jordyn actually really seems to like going out for dinner and she liked the big cow, too, which really surprised me! I love when we get to do things like this that really take so little effort but make some fun memories with our girlies!

Swim Lessons - Week 1

2009-07-10T19:48:00.005-05:00

This week Reagan and Sydney went to swim lessons. They did so great! Sydney cried the first day for a while, but calmed down a lot sooner than I thought she would. By the end of the first day the teacher even had her jumping off the diving board (well, I really had to throw her off =)!), but she did it - and swam to the side. I was so excited! Reagan swam like a fish! By day 3 she was diving (trying to!) off the board and swimming across the pool, racing, and swimming down and touching the bottom of the pool (in the shallow end). I'm looking forward to going back next week and they are too!

13 months and some change!

2009-07-07T09:04:00.004-05:00

Jordyn is 13 months old and some change...and she has been changing some, too! This morning I went into her room and she was sitting up by herself. Yep, over thirteen months old and this is the first time I have caught her after she has gone from laying down to sitting up all by herself. I bet she's done it before...I just haven't seen her do it. And she's had a lot more cheerful days recently. July 4th was a huge change - she was happy all day long! It was so pleasant and so much fun! She's made it through worship and announcements (with only having to be taken out once last Sunday) the last 3 Sundays and is doing really well in Sunday school! She loves laughing at Reagan and playing chase around the couch. She still won't pull herself up or say anything, but I'm sure it won't be long!

Unfortunately she has discovered how to make herself pass out. She passed out when she got her shots a couple of weeks ago which I could totally understand. But since then she has been holding her breath when she gets angry and makes herself pass out. It's quite freaky. Last night at dinner she did a semi-pass out. It's the first time Steve's seen her do it. She turns super pale and there she goes. It happens quite quickly, but I don't like it one bit. I'm praying that the Lord will give her a little heart that is self-controlled and that she will not be so angry! Thankfully the Lord is giving me much love for this child, because she is definitely very challenging (this morning being one of those times!). And I love that the girls still love her and want to play with her after she's screamed for an hour and a half straight!

Hopefully next week I'll start taking her to the pool more and getting her used to it before our August vacation to the beach. I'm really hoping she'll start to enjoy the water and decide to have some fun!!

Lord, thank you for this child who stretches me and shows me how dependent I am on You on a daily basis. Thank You for choosing Jordyn to be our little girl and for those moments when she gives us her goofy smile and silly little laugh or when she snuggles with me! Thank You that You promise to give us wisdom when we ask for it and seek You! Amen.

Fabulous Fun on the Fourth!

2009-07-06T20:05:00.003-05:00

We had so much fun celebrating on the 4th! Saturday morning we met up with some of our friends at the Woodstock Parade! It was so cute and the kids had a great time. Reagan was the candy swiper and Sydney was eating Popsicles (yes, they handed out Popsicles!) left and right! Jordyn was very entertained by everything going around her. The weather was perfect and it was so fun just to hang out and visit and watch the girls. After the parade we headed to the mall to do some quick shopping and ended up eating at Chick-fil-a. The girls (and I) always enjoy that treat! Then we headed home for naps, Steve went to the gym and I worked out at home. Then we had a yummy summer time kind of dinner and then headed up to Steve's bosses other business - My Corner Office (a cool coffee shop) to watch the Canton fireworks. We didn't leave our house until it was the girls normal bedtime, so I was holding loosely to the fact that we would be able to stay for the actual fireworks, but they all had a blast and enjoyed the fireworks. I loved listening to the girls laughing in the backseat at 11 o'clock at night!

Happy 4th of July!

2009-07-02T22:16:00.003-05:00

OK, so I'm posting a day early...if I don't it probably won't make it on here!! =)

Freedom

Gratefulness

I talked to the girls about these two words quite a bit today.

I'm reading Flags of our Fathers right now and have been freshly aware of what the 4th of July represents. We here in America are among some of the most blessed, rich people. I am so grateful for the men and women who serve our country so that we can go about our daily lives as we do. The girls and I talked about some of the things we love to do and how in some other countries we could be put in prison for those things. Then I took them to the GA National Cemetery which is just down the street from us. It's beautiful. We walked around and they wanted to go and see the flowers and flags. I was more interested in the names and dates. I watched as proud Veterans drove past and meandered through the markers. I couldn't help but wonder what the man walking up and down the rows did to protect my freedom.

And then I was overwhelmed by another freedom I have been given!! Freedom through the Cross of my Savior! Freedom from sin and death! Freedom from fear and worry! Freedom from anger and bitterness! Freedom to serve! I am so grateful that the Lord rescued me! That "He picked me up, turned me around, and set my feet on solid ground".

Here are some of the pictures from today. As you can tell, Jordyn was not interested in being photographed at all. She just wanted to be back in her stroller with her tray of Cherrios!

Scare of the Day!

2009-07-02T21:57:00.003-05:00

So, I had this idea to go and take some pictures of the girls at the National Cemetery today. I wanted to pick up an outfit idea for Reagan and I was sure they would have what I needed at Target. So after lunch, I packed up the girls and off for a quick run to the store we went. It was supposed to be one of those in-and-out uneventful kind of trips. But nope, that's not what was in store for our afternoon. Reagan was getting out of one side of the van while I was getting Jordyn from the other side - while I was talking on the phone. I had already pressed the "lock" button and dropped the keys down in my purse. All of a sudden I hear this child screaming. A few seconds later I realize it was my child. I shutter as I think of it even now. I ran to the other side and saw her hand - 4 fingers outside the door, her thumb completely caught. I braced myself for what it was going to look like once I got the door open. Amazingly, she had just a small cut on her hand. By this time, Sydney, Reagan and I are all crying! I'm sure we were a sight to behold!! A man ran in to get her ice and I held her and we prayed that God would just heal her little hand. She was so brave I couldn't believe it. (It usually takes her days to recover from a skinned knee!) She could wiggle her fingers and there was barely any blood. I told her we could leave right then and go call Mrs. Renee (a wonderful lady in our church who has a nursing background). She told me she wanted to go on ahead in and do our shopping. What a girl! So, of course the girls got ICEEs and cookies for being so brave (Reagan) and being so sweet (Sydney). Then I dropped the little girls off at home and took Reagan to see Renee. Thankfully, she is fine (she even played Play-doh at the McKenzie's and had another cookie!). I'm sure it will be black and blue tomorrow, but she was a trooper today! It sure does hurt to see your babies hurting. I would much rather it be me!!!

Deal of the Week!

2009-06-27T18:29:00.004-05:00

OK, so I have to post my "Deal of the Week" tonight!! We went to Stevie B's Pizza (like CiCi's, but better!) and Steve, all three girls and I ate for a grand total of $3.49. Yep, no typo there - $3.49!! Oh, and I gave the girls a quarter each to play a game - so actually it cost us $3.99!! AND we all had a great time! Jordyn out ate her sisters by eating two pieces of pizza and a half a breadstick, but others made up for it when it came time for dessert! Sydney was wired in the car afterwards! She kept singing "Minnesota Cuke, Minnesota Cuke...". It was a fun night!! Now time for a movie with my man and an early night to bed!

Geocaching!

2009-06-27T12:47:00.002-05:00

Last week Steve took me out to a super yummy Mexican restaurant - La Parilla - and then we went geocaching! I do believe his Love Lets Live shirt even got us a free dessert! When we sat down the manager came over to him and told him how much he liked his shirt and when the check came so did a dessert! That was a fun treat! We love doing things outside for date nights, but it almost always seems to rain when we go out, so we were so excited when it was beautiful out - hot, but beautiful - the other night! We found 5 out of 7 caches and ended up in the quaint little downtown area of Woodstock! I even found a couple of them!! I love going out and having fun with my man! (Tracy - I finally saw the bookstore you've been telling me about - I look forward to going to it when it's open!)

Oh, and here are some pictures of Jordyn playing the other day!!

Family Time and Celebrating Father's Day!

2009-06-22T19:29:00.004-05:00

Friday night we had a fun family night with the girls! We just signed up for Netflix, so we've been catching up on some movies! We had homemade pizza and pepperoni rolls and I ran and picked up Slurpees for dinner and then we let the girls stay up late, snuggled on the couch and watched Wall-e!

Saturday was pretty mellow and Jordyn was actually happy and fun all day!!! She is starting to laugh more and want to be involved with what we are doing!

Sunday we had fun celebrating Father's Day! I made some pretty sad chocolate chip muffins for breakfast...but hey - I did make breakfast! =) After church we went through McDonald's (we haven't done that in a long time) and after lunch we put the girls down for a nap and Steve played Xbox for a little while! Then we went to the pool and had some fun! Eric, Ansleigh and Hannah met us down there and Steve and Eric had fun racing each other on the water slides. It was actually pretty funny watching these two big guys going up and down the slides! I took Jordyn and Sydney home a little early and the guys stayed and played with the "big girls"! Then Brande came over with the other two babies along with David and Cindy and we had a good steak dinner!

Ahhh...I love weekends like that!

To You From Me!

2009-06-20T18:40:00.002-05:00

Happy Father's Day, Steve!

You are the Daddy I dreamed of my children having. You are strong and gentle and funny and patient. Thank you for training our girls. Thank you for playing with them and making them laugh. Thank you for giving them hugs and kisses and tucking them into bed every night. Thank you for loving them so much that you take time to discipline them. Thank you for doing fun things with us and that our family is one of your highest priorities!

I know it is a lot of work many days and I am sure there are times you would much rather be doing something other than playing house or littlest pet shop, but God is being glorified by how you are investing in our children. And those little girls respect and love you so much! Thank you for getting up with them every Saturday and Sunday morning and feeding them breakfast while I have a few extra moments to get ready for the day. Thank you for random Slurpees and treats. Thank you for family worship time and snuggly movie nights. Thank you for taking Reagan on dates. I hope you are the only one she dates before she meets the man of her dreams!

I hope and pray that you will be so blessed on this Father's Day! I hope you are overwhelmed by the gifts God has entrusted you with and that they make you laugh today!

Love you, babe!

P.S. I don't have any of the 2009 pictures on my computer so these are only through last year and when I put these up they went into some wacky order and you got home before I thought you would! But hope you enjoy looking back at some of your "daddy moments"!

This Week!

2009-06-18T18:48:00.002-05:00

This week has flown by. Reagan went to VBS for the first time and has had a blast. She sang her cute little song she's been learning all week for us after dinner tonight and she's been meeting new friends, learning new games, eating some interesting snacks and of course making crafts! I couldn't believe how hard it was for me to drop her off and leave her the first day! BUT Sydney and I have had a good time while she is gone! We've gone shopping, done puzzles, played, washed the van, and she has talked and talked and talked! Our air conditioner went out yesterday and we didn't think it was going to be fixed today, so we made the most of the day! We washed the van and then Steve came with the girls and me to pick up Reagan and we went to Chick-fil-a. Then the girls and I played for a while when we got home and once Jordyn was down for her nap Sydney, Reagan and I went to the pool for a couple of hours. It was a rough start with Sydney...but after she pooped in her pants she had a great attitude (I had to work on mine, then!). Thankfully she went outside of the pool and had a swimmer diaper on. After that we all had a blast. They actually prefer to go to the "little pool" (it's really a big pool and kiddie pool - just no slides at this one!) because there aren't any lifeguards so they don't have to get out for that 10 minutes out of an hour! They are smart little cookies!

POTTY TRAINING UPDATE:
Sydney has been doing really well potty training. She has been going by herself and hasn't had many accidents during the day. Yesterday I did leave her in her big girl panties for nap time and she peed all over everything possible on her bed...pillows, comforter, stuffed animals. She kind of seems like an all-or-nothing type of girl to me =)!

12 MONTH UPDATE FOR JORDYN:
Tuesday I took Jordyn for her 12 month check up and shots. Thankfully, the doctor said she is perfectly healthy. She weighs 20 lbs (25-50%), she is 30.25 inches long (75-90%) and her head circumference is 46.5 cm (75-90% - she has a big head just like Reagan!). She is not doing things nearly like the other two were at this stage, but she has seemed to be progressing some the last few weeks. After her appointment, I'm not concerned about her progression being a health issue...just more of a heart issue!! We'll just keep working with her, playing with her and praying for her!! She did pass out when she got her shots. It all happened so fast. I was holding her...she started turning blue around her lips...the her eyes rolled back and she went limp. I didn't freak out because it happened so fast. The nurse grabbed her from me and put her on the table and by that time she was already coming back. She just held her breath when the nurse poked her and wouldn't cry...so out she went.

She is crawling around a lot more and likes to play peek-a-boo! She started playing with her little animals this week and loves this little kitten that the girls gave her. Hopefully I'll get her to the pool sometime soon again and get her used to the water before our vacation!

Here are a couple of pictures from the pool today. I didn't get many because I was playing with the girls and they aren't too good because they were moving so fast!

Love Your Enemies

2009-06-16T09:27:00.000-05:00

How do I respond in the midst of conflict?

How do I respond when I'm hurt?

How do I respond when I'm sinned against?

How do I respond when someone takes advantage of me?

How do I respond when someone "hurts my feelings"? (I added this one.)

These are some of the questions our pastor, Aaron, started his message with this past Sunday. He spoke from Luke 6:27-36 on loving our enemies. It was excellent and worth listening to and listening to again. I can't think of any enemies I have, but we don't have to have enemies to be challenged by this passage of Scripture. We can simply have friends or children or a spouse!!! (The Lord gave Steve and I an opportunity to put what we learned Sunday morning into practice Sunday evening - over a dumb phone charger!)

Here are just a few lines from his message. And here is where you can listen to it! I just checked and they don't have it up yet, but hopefully it will be on there soon!

The ability to love our enemies is an evidence of God's work and grace in our lives.

Do I allow bitterness to take root in my heart?

What do I do when someone says something I don't want to hear?

When we are consumed with ourselves it is hard to love others.

Jesus is kind to the ungrateful and evil. (This is probably what stood out to me the most...especially in this season of training my girls in being grateful and how I so easily get offended and angry when they don't seem grateful when I think I've done something so wonderful for them!)

God builds His kingdom through forgiveness.

How I respond in these moments reveals how much I really grasp the Gospel.

Love is proactive. It LOOKS like blessing, being kind, doing good, constantly giving.

We must fight to love.

OK, so those are just a few nuggets from the message. You can't wait to listen to it now, right?!?!

Trial #8

2009-06-13T18:29:00.003-05:00

A few weeks ago Steve listened to a message for our care group's guys meeting. It was by Mark Driscoll from Mars Hill Church on Men and Marriage. I've heard of Mark Driscoll but had never heard him speak. Steve had quite a bit to say about the message - as did quite a few of the other men around here.

Mr. Driscoll is very passionate on men being men and caring for and loving their wives. Honestly, his message could be quite offensive, as is anything that challenges us towards holiness and Christ-likeness and blows a wound to our flesh can be (his "tone" is quite different from messages I'm accustomed to listening too). He challenged the men. He defined different men. He preached the Gospel.

Now Steve could have listened to this message, talked about it in men's accountability and that could have been the end to that. But he didn't. He came home and told me about it and then he went even farther. We watched it together and then he asked me questions about how he's doing in light of what I heard in the message. I am grateful that the Lord has given me a husband who desires to grow and change - and I have seen much growth in him over the last 6 or so months in particular!

Listen here if you dare!

Quick Update!

2009-06-13T18:16:00.004-05:00

The other day Jordyn had her first bath with her sisters. She was a little worried at first...then she liked it - that was until Sydney dumped a cupful of water over her head! Before long, they'll all be swimming around like little fish in there!
Today the girls had donuts for breakfast, Steve went and worked out and then we went to Swift Cantrell Park in Kennesaw with some of our Care Group for lunch and an outreach. It was a beautiful park and this was my favorite "toy" they had there!
Steve was able to talk to a couple of guys and I joined up with him while he was talking to the second gentleman. After we left there, Steve took Reagan and they met up with Mark and Mika for a "double dad and daughter date" to see Up and since they aren't home yet, I'm thinking they are probably having some dinner, too!! It's amazing how different the afternoon was with one less child. Sydney and I played puzzles and read books and Jordyn played with us, too! I love Saturdays like this!